I wonder space with these women that you get as "friends"-- have you ever put yourself out there and made a real with no ambiguity romantic style move or gesture ??
Probably not. Ive had two girlfriends in the past. The first one was really shy and I was really shy, that just doesnt work. We just stopped seeing each other after a week of nothing really.
The second was my first love (stupid whore), she liked how I was shy, and she liked that I was a nice guy. We were friends before anything else. I believe this is why Im accidently being a friend, it's worked for me before.
I never even pursued anyone else in Barrow because I had no desire for any of them. New Mexico is another story.

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