hell, apparently, has frozen over.

[Az]

Originally posted by Zylka
Wow Az, she's gorgeous even at 15. Looks like a real sweetheart who becomes fast paced beyond your own security and temporary confidence a la entry to high school. Kind of like this one

Yeah, well, **** it. There was no relationship there. It started with us being friends at junior high, and me thinking "she's the kind of girl I want", beginning of 10th grade, some playing around, and then, older boyfriend, end of story. She started hanging out with some other bunch of people that I don't know.



You should've seen her in a short dress, though.

[orange]

shame too, you can tell she has a pretty face. Why hide it with all that muck?

[Colonâ„¢]

That's a bit of tough nut you're having there self. But although it's maybe a bit out of touch to say this, you should have it fairly easy to break off contact. All you need to do to is to not search for it. It's much worse if a girl like that one crawls back to you every time you try to keep a distance.

[Japher]

sel biased; don't get back with together with her just have meaningless sex.

[chequita guevara]

I like cute goths, although their attitude leaves a lot to be desired.

[Az]

Zylka, I've just realized that the girl on the pic reminds me of someone.


It's a common story, though. Nothing to do but to face it, and get over it as fast as possible.

[self biased]

after a long bout of meditation on the subject, i find myself more at ease than i have been for a while. my new freind are at the moment digesting and comparing notes as to what we know... thank you again, all for your input. i think i might finally be able to put this behind me, once and for all.

[Az]

that's great.

[Japher]

yaaay!

I'm already sick of hearing about this.

self biased I know it's tough, but I don't think you love yourself enough to be in a relationship if it is this difficult for you to deal with realtionships... it shouldn't be this hard, and that, my friend, is your problem.

[self biased]

japher, i figured something out over the last twenty-four hours:

it's not amanda i've been pining for, per se, rather the feeling that i had when i was with her. i suspected this might be the case, but it's been a greiving process. one which i apparently had put off for quite some time.

and i love myself plenty. sometimes even two or three times a day.

[Theben]

eewwww

[Theben]

btw she do look cute, but a ballbreaker.

Look for someone else. If you want to talk to her fine, but don't play her game.

[self biased]

i have no intention of going back to her.

she's not really a person at this point in time, and doesn't see herself as human. she wants to attain this state of being this perfect monstrosity or something. all i know is that, as every minute goes by, i'm getting over her.

[Theben]

I agree with whoever said it, that she's most likely insecure and building a wall between her and whatever she identifies as 'painful'.
She's also fairly young, right? Youth+goth=highly insecure 9 times outta 10.

[self biased]

only a year younger than i. it's tragic though. apparently she's been doing alot of drugs, too. which is uncharacteristic for her. when she and i dated, she was staunchly anti-drug. bottom line is that she's afraid to be herself, and has created this 'monster' to live her life for her.

oh, well. to each their own.