hell, apparently, has frozen over.

[Zylka]

wow bro, she's a shaker and a mover - in a rather morbid looking way.

Anyway, Goths are the most selfish breed out there; moreso even than that which they rise to counter. At least you stuck in her and not vice a versa!

...

[Zylka]

Originally posted by Ecthelion
I wonder who it'll be for me, Kerstin or Inge or Anne...

OOOH SOMEONE CAN TALK TO GIRLY GIRLS NOW!! Where ya been?

[Ecthy]

what? the Inge story was at 16, Anne story at 17-19, Kerstin is now...

[self biased]

thanks, zyl. your words are quite comforting... i'm wondering... should i post the chat transcripts?

[self biased]

and ecthelion, why the hell would i care whether tiamat knows at this point? it was amanda breaking up with me that drove me in that direction. that one fcking event was what started, backed up by my piss poor choices, two and a half years of misery for me?

[Zylka]

well you know bud I think the public route for those trranscripts are not the healthy way to go. Let people you at least somewhat know in on it if you so desire the discussion, but don't hang up on this unless it's strictly therapeutical - not out of spite and looking for outside disdain for the girl as comfort.

And as for the past two+ years; those are the past two+ years. Today and on is what counts (as trite as it sounds), and you have hotter, healthier prospects in your future if you only choose the relative outlook for happiness.

And net dating is a first charm!

[self biased]

more profound words have yet to be spoken. and this is strictly theraputical. she might have broken my heart, but it is ultimately a pattern she follows. what went on between me and tiamat was intentional deception. and i've got a much harder time swallowing that. give me a moment, and i'll prep them. i don't want her SN posted, in case something should happen....

[self biased]

my conversation with a monster, part one.

[connorkimbro]

for some reason that file is giving my copy of microsoft word seizures or something. it won't open, it just keeps causing errors and restarting Word.

[self biased]

my conversation with a monster, part two.

[self biased]

there... finished, and fixed the first.

[DeathByTheSword]

ok wow she is not ugly but damn how can you live with someone that can make those kind of looks...kinda scary

[self biased]

pose #1 if i remember correctly is 'pensive.'

pose #2 is 'seductive.' she's got this almost angelic aura about her in person... whatever the case, she certainly is touched by something.

[self biased]

and zyl. it's six am, and on 'poly. i know most everyone that frequents here at this hour.

frankly, the varied perspectives should do me some good.

[self biased]

so... what's your analysis?