You ever think of throwing it all away?

[Dis]

I should note my computer is an essentual too. . I would say computer games, but I really don't play them anymore. Though I would if I could keep my mind off women.

other than that, all I really have is some basic furnishings and such. chair, bet, nightstand, couch, dresser, etc. oh I forgot my cd collection, though I haven't bought a CD in years. My tv I won at a work christmas party, I never paid for it.

[The Emperor Fabulous]

It really all depends on how old you are. When you realize the fact that, throughout history, it has been 20-somethings who are the catalyst for whatever revolution, you tend to realize that nothing much else happens between 30 and death except getting older.

Thank goodness I'm still going to graduate at a young 23.

[Jon Miller]

I have thought about just taking off several times.

JM

[Saras]

money & things
bums :smell:

[Urban Ranger]

It sounds to me that you just need more social interactions, Dis. Particularly with women You need someone to talk heart with.

[Dis]

actually that's what I want to run away from.

if only I didn't want them so bad...

in any case

disclaimer- this is about my personal life- I'll put it in spoiler tags to spare you the details. I keep telling myself not to tell you guys these things. No one wants to hear this crap. But it makes me feel better to say it. . So just ignore the spoiler post below.

Spoiler:

What I want to run away from is the first date I've been on since the Clinton administration was in office. I'm really ****ing nervous. guys my age are supposed to be experienced, and I'm not. I'm also going out with a younger woman. Most women go out with older guys because they are experienced. I'm not sure how she'll react when she finds out I'm not. but I really want her. It just seems like it'd be easier to run away and do away with women forever

[Urban Ranger]

Originally posted by Dis
actually that's what I want to run away from.

You don't want to run away from them. They don't eat you. Okay, maybe in a good way

Now, seriously, I think you need at least a friend or two you can spill your beans to. Playing computer games is fun, though if you don't let your emotions out once in a while you are just making the next "explosion" harder. I have seen a nice, mild mannered man going berserk. It wasn't pretty - he almost jumped off a cliff.

Re: your DanS bit. Don't think about it too much. Just take it as it comes. Each woman has her own idiosyncrasies. If you run away now, you will always wonder what might happen if you didn't, for the rest of your life.

Better to get it resolved than have another hole in your heart.

[Ben Kenobi]

Diss, just take it easy.

You like the girl, and she must like you enough to spend an evening with her. Don't worry about trying to impress her, just go and be yourself.

Trust me, you'll feel less anxious and she will be more comfy with you.

[Jaguar]

The blind leading the blind, anyone?

[Dis]

In any case, consider this my leaving forever thread. I have to clean up my house and prepare.

Which means I'll be back in 2 weeks. See ya all in 2 weeks (more or less). Take care all.

[Kuciwalker]

Originally posted by Jaguar
The blind leading the blind, anyone?

[Urban Ranger]

Originally posted by Dis
In any case, consider this my leaving forever thread. I have to clean up my house and prepare.

Which means I'll be back in 2 weeks. See ya all in 2 weeks (more or less). Take care all.

Takes you two weeks to clean up your house? Are you slow or is it really that cluttered?

[Skanky Burns]

My sig seems appropriate, in this situation.

[KrazyHorse]

Originally posted by Kuciwalker

...says one little kid to another...

What're you doing with your summer, by the way?

Apparently we hired an incoming freshman undergrad or two. I plan to make them my codemonkeys.

[Zevico]

Hell I'm thinking of "throwing it all away" right now and I'
m only 18. Is it normal to procrastinate whien you have 2 assignments due in 2 days, one due yesterday---and none of them even begun? I dunno.