Part of me thinks that, especially after talking, this won't happen again. Like, that she's make a concious effort not to. This is her first time really falling for someone, and she's just out of high school, and just starting to really go out and drink with people from around school, so she's inexperienced. I mean, I took her V card (as square as that sounds). She is devestated over us breaking up (like, her roomates said its tough for her to eat and sleep...I mean, she's also sick, but that's a big part of it).
I do think that it might be worth at least one more shot. Of course, if it happened again, I wouldn't even have feelings for her left to feel bad for myself.
Its rough...up until Saturday I was absolutely sure I was in love with her (and I disagree with those who say you'll only be in love once...bull****). Now, its coming back to me, and it might be worth one more chance...depending on how tomorrow night goes.
I do think that it might be worth at least one more shot. Of course, if it happened again, I wouldn't even have feelings for her left to feel bad for myself.
Its rough...up until Saturday I was absolutely sure I was in love with her (and I disagree with those who say you'll only be in love once...bull****). Now, its coming back to me, and it might be worth one more chance...depending on how tomorrow night goes.
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