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    Why can't I be as nice as I want to be?

    I have a very repressed good heart... but hurt begets hurt I guess... I'm in some sort of a cycle... Why do I have empathy but no sympathy for people...? Why do I feel like a bad person so much of the time? Why do I get so angry at people that hurt others and want to hurt them?

    PS Ming: Why can I never discuss this here... I talk to professionals but all my doctor wants to talk about is Harry Potter...? I don't get anything out of it... and no one listens to me about that fact...

    I have a thread half life of 2 minutes... sigh.
    "Our words are backed with NUCLEAR WEAPONS!"​​
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    When your typical thread is Should we kill everybody, or, I'm a mean terorist who you should be afraid of...

    It's actually a surprise your threads last 2 minutes...
    Keep on Civin'
    RIP rah, Tony Bogey & Baron O

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    • #3
      Maybe I don't mean what I say so literally sometimes... more philisophically...
      "Our words are backed with NUCLEAR WEAPONS!"​​

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      • #4
        Why do I have empathy but no sympathy for people...?
        How can you have empathy for objects?
        Scouse Git (2) La Fayette Adam Smith Solomwi and Loinburger will not be forgotten.
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        • #5
          you mentioned if you had evil thoughts if you were a bad person.

          I was going to answer that, but that other thread disappeared.

          I hope having evil thoughts doesn't make you evil, because sometimes I have evil thoughts.

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          • #6
            I'm just not very good at expressing myself.

            How can you have empathy for objects?
            Because sometimes they are, other times they aren't.... depends on what is going on in my brain...
            "Our words are backed with NUCLEAR WEAPONS!"​​

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            • #7
              You can be whatever you want to be.
              I have a friend that was born in Canada.
              After a few decades, he was able to morph into a Texan.
              Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.
              "Hating America is something best left to Mobius. He is an expert Yank hater.
              He also hates Texans and Australians, he does diversify." ~ Braindead

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              • #8
                Maybe there is some huge frustration that is haunting you (not necessarily of sexual nature).
                Or maybe you just like simple and fast "solutions" to problems, and brute force is always the simple solution, even though it doesn't work often.
                You may be an impatient person with no aim in his life, and nothing to channel your energy.

                From what I read in your posts, it seems you have kept a characteristic of childhood, which is to want everyting NOW. You seem not to have learned to be patient (again, I only base this opinion on your posts), and that may explain why you think about violence so often.

                Children also think about killing people who annoy them all the time.
                "I have been reading up on the universe and have come to the conclusion that the universe is a good thing." -- Dissident
                "I never had the need to have a boner." -- Dissident
                "I have never cut off my penis when I was upset over a girl." -- Dis

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                • #9
                  If you wonder why I start talking all this crazy **** every now and again... this thing talks to me in my head and says it is the Demon Madrigal (I only mentioned the name in case someone here who knows demonology could look it up for me)... it pokes and prodes some of my vast amount of hurt into wierd obsessions with destruction....

                  It is very mean to me...none of you would understand this I guess.... it is very critical of me... and tries to wrestle away any hope I ever get...

                  I think I am possesed... b/c I'm not supposed to have hallucinations on the level of meds I am on (it should be almost impossible actually)...
                  "Our words are backed with NUCLEAR WEAPONS!"​​

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                  • #10


                    "I am sick and tired of people who say that if you debate and you disagree with this administration somehow you're not patriotic. We should stand up and say we are Americans and we have a right to debate and disagree with any administration." - Hillary Clinton, 2003

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                    • #11
                      I know this demon thing is very weird and probably unbelievable for you skeptics...

                      but it is the stuff that it says to me that is really bothersome...

                      It says I will do what it wants no matter what....I am its slave... that I will continue to suffer forever... that I am nothing more then a weapon for it... that anyone I care about or ever will shall be hurt terribly because of me...
                      "Our words are backed with NUCLEAR WEAPONS!"​​

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                      • #12
                        You know you hear things enough you can start to believe them...
                        "Our words are backed with NUCLEAR WEAPONS!"​​

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                        • #13
                          Demon Madrigal

                          I know this demon thing is very weird and probably unbelievable for you skeptics...
                          I am skeptical for a different reason than you may suppose.

                          Aren't you a Christian EvC?
                          Scouse Git (2) La Fayette Adam Smith Solomwi and Loinburger will not be forgotten.
                          "Remember the night we broke the windows in this old house? This is what I wished for..."
                          2015 APOLYTON FANTASY FOOTBALL CHAMPION!

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                          • #14
                            Originally posted by Thorn
                            If you wonder why I start talking all this crazy **** every now and again... this thing talks to me in my head and says it is the Demon Madrigal (I only mentioned the name in case someone here who knows demonology could look it up for me)... it pokes and prodes some of my vast amount of hurt into wierd obsessions with destruction....

                            It is very mean to me...none of you would understand this I guess.... it is very critical of me... and tries to wrestle away any hope I ever get...

                            I think I am possesed... b/c I'm not supposed to have hallucinations on the level of meds I am on (it should be almost impossible actually)...
                            Well, it could be one of two things:

                            Schizophrenia.
                            An actual demonic posession.

                            Are you on anti-psychotic medication right now?
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                            • #15
                              No I'm not... I was raised to be agnostic...
                              "Our words are backed with NUCLEAR WEAPONS!"​​

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