Reflections

[Giancarlo]

In the past four years of my life, I have been gripped with troubles... ranging from my short temper to conflict over my sexual orientation. I thought I was improving in the last year... but the real improvement has been just in the past two months. I attended a "Model for Pride" conference with other LGBT youth my age... and made a few new friends. Considering I was literally shy as hell when I got there (trembling in my shoes as I never attended such a conference).... I didn't know how I would do... there were hundreds of people there.

I just wanted to say to you all... I do appreciate whatever patience you had for me...

This does not mean I am changing my politics (don't get your hopes up)... just that I want to say I am getting better in self control and am smiling a lot more these days. I am no longer giving my self crap about who I am.

Even though I may appear like an rude P.O.S sometimes here... don't take it heart. I am not like that in real life.

[SlowwHand]

Good to hear, Fez.

Remember, just because some here are jackasses, they have the right to be.

[Sirotnikov]

Nice to hear from you.

I always hoped you'll cool down eventually

[Whaleboy]

Nice one Fez!

Anger is good if you can control it... mental adrenaline.

[Q Classic]

online, appearances can be everything. that's all one has to go on.

glad that you're not as loud these days.

[FrustratedPoet]

Sounds good, Fez. Well done on getting this far and good luck for the future.

[SlowwHand]

From:
Reflections Of My Life
by Marmalade

"The changing of sunlight to moonlight
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my eyes
The greetings of people in trouble
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my eyes"

[Spiffor]

That's good to hear, Fez

[Spec]

So whats with the explanation? You on some pills now to control your "outbreaks''? Joking.
Anyways, as long as what you say makes sense it's fine with me. Just stick to your story and stop twisting it around to appear to stay on track. Not a put down, just some advice.

Spec.

[Japher]

This is a lie.
Fez will piss someone off soon enough and we'll be back to throwing people out of helicopters....ah, the good ol' days

[Alex]

Nice try, Fez.

(just joking)

[Az]

If I took **** the hard way, I'd be a very unhappy person. I rarely take offence, and I don't think many people here do so often. I can be annoyed, but that's something different.

As I already said, I like the new Fez. The new Fez seems to be a great guy.

[FrustratedPoet]

Fez is the new Spiffor!

[Japher]

I've liked all the Fez's

I can't recall a time I have honestly been offended by anything anyone has said here... Well, except for stuff Sava says... where is he? and Boris vanished too... Fez takes off for a month or two, but he always comes back, says he's reformed, and then, within a week, is back to the same ol' sheit...

[Spec]

I dont like Fez.....sorry to say. I cant help it, fake people just get on my nerves. Wannabe people get on my nerves to. IMO, Fez is in both these categories.

Stop looking for your self and be your self, dont change everynow and then...just be true.

Spec.