I crushed my crush

[Pekka]

Lorizael, I went through your posts and I don't see any racism there? Not everything is racist you know

[Lorizael]

Originally posted by Pekka
Not everything is racist you know

Btw, if anyone thought this was anything more than a troll, here's the punchline for you.

[Pekka]

Clearly some people are not sure though.

[Pekka]

That said, it is also clear to me, that some people don't have class, they throw you acts of racism and turn away to play the victim, no apology, nothing. Typical imperialist mindset.

[Lorizael]

It's true. Us Americans remember the good old days when we occupied Finland.

[Pekka]

Sorry Lorizael, your weak troll attempts are shadowed by the racism in this thread.

What's wrong with this thread? Not much that is said, minus the implications of racism. What is truly wrong is the things that are left unsaid. The real racism. I see Zkribbler and few others walking here, chest out, chin high, thinking to themselves, "It's one of those again.. I know your people, I know your kind and let me tell you something, I don't like it"..

That's what they are thinking, and just because they aren't saying it outloud, but only indicating what they think, this does not excuse them from their racism. In fact, what is not said is often more important and carries much more weight. So in this regard, I am upset and disgusted.

Why don't you say what you really mean? I have this image in my head... this image of these racist posters, and they are like overweight midgets, giving nipple twisters to 6 and 7 year olds, the people of their height. But they are much stronger, so the kids can't fight back. So they twist and turn, turn and twist, nipples in agony. The kids say, we're going to tell on you, but the fat midgets lash out, threatning, that if you tell on us, we're going to eat your little sister. We're going to eat her!! And then they laugh in their voices that have a weird pitch.

I imagine these plump shorties in Hell, but they are so evil, that they are in fact the helpers of Satan, not the ones suffering. They love too much, they love to hurt other people so much, that they are actually enjoying their stay. They got little horns, little spikes on their forehead, evil burning eyes, red skin, the sweat on then runs down and plenty like the falls of Niagara.

You try to ask these people for an apology, and you'll see where I'm at right now. Their crimes aren't crimes to them. It is their de facto function. It is what they do, it is what they know, and they can't change themselves.

[Pekka]

As I take another zip of cold pepsi, I wonder to myself, if there can be no justice, there can be no peace. Every man who believes in justice can not rest until it is done.

I also wonder, if it is a fact, that the crimes of racist people are different from people who are not that racist. The type of crime. What is the type of crime the racist people like to do, outside violence to other races? Is it rape? Sexual abuse? I could see how that would be true. DO other people rape? Yes they do, however, I could easily believe that racist people are more likely to rape than other people.

Sexual abuse. What about other type of crimes? Is sexual abuse what sets us apart, when it comes to unacceptable behaviour? Of course the love of ultra violence is more likely amongst the racist people. I wonder what it would be like to have sex with a real racist chick. Are they tighter? Are they angrier in bed? Would it accelerate my level of excitement to know, that the sandbag under me is a true hater, who would prolly cheer and scream in orgasm if I killed a person of another race. Of course I would never do that, but the question remains, would I be more excited by her during sex or not?

I sometimes try to figure out the difference between stupid people and smart people, and how you know which one you are. I have come to conclusion, that the smarter person always knows the other one is stupid, but the stupid one doesn't. So should I treat all people stupid, everyone? No. That would be deception. I can not be the smartest person on earth. Or can I? Not convetional smarts, but unconventional. I know pretty stupid ****. I know a lot of stupid details on stupid **** that only some people would know. Why is that? I have an exceptional memory, and ability to visualize things, abstract thoughts, music and numbers. It helps.

So should I put my efforts in trying to find the cure for cancer? Why should I? Most people are stupid. There are fat midget racists. I don't care if they die, good, let them kill each other. That's a great show, my kind of show. Stupid people wasting each other, what can be better than that? Helping them to last longer would be like sticking my balls into a bucket of nailguns, waiting to shoot the first thing that comes in.

So taking all this into consideration, what is justice? What is justice, so that I can not be settled down, and therefore there is no peace? I'll have to take another glass of pepsi, and figure this one out.

[Pekka]

Ahh.. some more pepsi. I wonder what made me change from Coca Cola to Pepsi. I guess since I wanted to reduce the amount of sugar intake, Pepsi Max was the only one that didn't taste extremely bad, just fairly bad. I don't like the Coca Cola Zero at all. It tastes like poison. It probably is poison.

This question has been answered by me here and now. But lots of questions remain unanswered. Why do people who have been sexually violated, be it men or women, always go and sit in a corner, shower or otherwise, and hold their knees? Does it comfort them? Or is that the upward fetal position?

Why do people in war movies give a zip of water when they have been shot so bad their head is hanging? Is that water going to help them survive? You shouldn't give water to people who are in shock anyway. Save that water. You might need it yourself later on. Or maybe you need to clean some wounds of your brothers in arms. I once put Coca Cola in my canteen in the army. I got yelled. I didn't realize, that I can't put that soda on open wound of my friend.

Then again, I would prolly not waste my liquid on any of those weak people. They should have their own water anyway, I'll give that to them. Let the living carry their own water. That's why I took it, so that I can drink it, or have someone clean my wounds with it. I'll still put coca cola in it, let them take me to court, I don't care. What, are they going to give me trouble because I put soda in canteen? Who's the one forcing people to wear clothes, that are supposed to make you invisible out there, and give you an assault rifle, as if you have a chance?

I never got it, I was perfectly happy in the army. I also knew, that shoudl war happen, I'm a dead man. There's no way I could ever make it. So **** it. But these other people, they're serious when they talk about how we can do so much great stuff, soo much firepower. I mean, are these guys idiots? These are the kind of guys who would prolly take their chances in a war, because they believe they have some magical powers. What can I say? Fine, let's do war, let's get rid of all these stupid mofos with their magic capes.

Why is it a rule, that food in there must suck? Is it such a crime to make it taste nice, at least once, maybe twice a year? Why not? I never got it. Then again, people in charge of that place weren't too smart to begin with. They'll go and kill people with their shoes shining. I always thought shining was kind of a bad thing in war, I'd rather stay invisible. Oh well... like I said, when the show arrives to the town, I'll go, watch, cheer and hope no one makes it out. Get that bad seed out of the gene pool.

Maybe justice is, that the bad gets what is coming for them. Maybe justice is not the process, but the result. Good people have to go through a lot, just because we have these people who have thick skulls, and they're kind of proud of it. "Hey, I'm an idiot, what are you going to say about that?". I mean.. I don't think I'll have anything to say.

[Lorizael]

Maybe Pekka's posts are some kind of code. Take the sixth word of every third sentence of each paragraph to reveal the hidden message.

The am so spikes function crime us people glass.

*Shrug*, I tried.

[LordShiva]

Pekka is passing coded messages to teh terrists

[Imran Siddiqui]

wtf pekka

[Pekka]

Imran, that reminds me.. I was out in the morning, so I had to get my breakfast out. The only place open was this fast food joint, hamburgers and stuff. I was like damn it, I need some real breakfast, but I had no choice.

When I entered the place, I was thinking if they have the same system as they do in the US, that you have to order from the breakfast menu and you can't get any of that good stuff.

Well, that wasn't the case. But I didn't want to stuff hamburgers down my throat in the morning so they had this mysterious 'breakfast meal'. I took it.

Guess what was in it? Well, coffee, juice, and a morning hamburger!!!!

The hamburger itself was prolly more unhealthy than their late night sexy stuff. It had bacon, ham, eggs, all kinds of stuff in it. I mean, Jeesh, good thing you guys want to protect me from eating badly in the morning, right?

It was absolutely disgusting. I don't eat like that usually at all, so I almost had the runs, because my stomach was handling it badly. Then wash it down with a coffee. Mmmm Mmm!!!!

Never again.

[Jon Miller]

Eggs can be good for you. Although you do deserve a wtf pekka

Jon Miller

[Lorizael]

Originally posted by Imran Siddiqui
wtf pekka

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Originally posted by Pekka
Imran, that reminds me..

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Originally posted by Pekka
I was out in the morning, so I had to get my breakfast out. The only place open was this fast food joint, hamburgers and stuff. I was like damn it, I need some real breakfast, but I had no choice.

When I entered the place, I was thinking if they have the same system as they do in the US, that you have to order from the breakfast menu and you can't get any of that good stuff.

Well, that wasn't the case. But I didn't want to stuff hamburgers down my throat in the morning so they had this mysterious 'breakfast meal'. I took it.

Guess what was in it? Well, coffee, juice, and a morning hamburger!!!!

The hamburger itself was prolly more unhealthy than their late night sexy stuff. It had bacon, ham, eggs, all kinds of stuff in it. I mean, Jeesh, good thing you guys want to protect me from eating badly in the morning, right?

It was absolutely disgusting. I don't eat like that usually at all, so I almost had the runs, because my stomach was handling it badly. Then wash it down with a coffee. Mmmm Mmm!!!!

Never again.

[Pekka]

Eggs were OK. They were the only part that was good.. but there's tons of stuff to wonder about, other than morning hamburgers, which should be a paradox to begin with.

Stuff like, is dream world more or less valuable than the parts you spend awake. We normally would say that the parts when you are awake are the ones that count. I disagree the notion where this issue is trivial.

Dream world is fascinating. To me, it's not just a battery charge. To me, it's a new world, where I'll be able to dream what ever my brain is capable producing. That in itself is interesting. Can I dream stuff that I don't know? How can I dream about people, situation, places etc. that I have never seen? My mind produces me an image of those things, based upon what I think they would be like. Now how does my mind come to those conclusions? And why is it, that when I'm asleep, those conclusiosn are still based on subconscious things? Shouldn't I be in touch with that department then?

It's an exploration, of course it mostly matters only if you can remember your dreams. Fortunately I can remember at least few dreams very well every morning. Most of my dreams are weird. Ultra weird would be the correct term. But that doesn't make me feel uncomfortable, just curious. So, is an event in dream world an experience? You can go back to it, fi you remember it later on, so is it a real experience or not, and if not, why?

Is that experience as valuable as the experiences you have on the other side of reality?