I crushed my crush

[Pekka]

I also have to say that I have a problem. I can't write. And I don't mean that.. my grammar is poor, so I can't write. I mean.. I don't have the talent and the ability to put it to words, so that it would be good. I vision myself living in a small shack, just writing. I could write all day long. I could write and not stop once. Just channel what my brain is producing. But it is of no use, since my ability to put down words are failing me. DAMN WORDS!! It should be my fate, that the things I love are the things I'm bad at. The things that are OK but not my passion, well, I'm great at those.

I can operate in my chosen field well, I have no difficulties at it. It's good, it's OK, I like the field. But I'd really like to write, paint, or do something where I could really put all my passion into the work and the passion would be seen in the result. Not in figures and numbers, but in interesting constructs of colour, or words. Where people could use that result as a gateway to the thoughts I find interesting, so they could experience the same thing. Then after that, we could talk about it, debate it, find more new things. Expand our knowledge. We could be passionate about it, we could fight or have sex, depends where the debate goes. We could drink or eat pizza. We could piss on people from the roof. What ever we need to do to process the result. THAT would be interesting.

But now I'm bored. Ah, let me eloquently transmit the information on what I'm about to do next. It involves Belladonna and some more pepsi. No touching though. It's even more exciting if you don't act upon your urges. In my heart, I am a buddhist.

[Zkribbler]

Originally posted by Pekka
Zkribbler, it is no use, I have already explained it, so if you don't understand it by now, you are blind to your own racism. You deny me an apology, fine. This is your call. But let it be known, your racist tendencies are now well recorded . . .

Terrific...then it should be easy for you to quote my offending language.

[Pekka]

I have pointed it out several times now, so the problem is with you. I can't be bothered with it anymore.

You see, I was upset first, but now I'm just sad when it comes to you. I can not even gather enough hatred into my heart to loath you, just sad. Sad and disappointed.

I let others judge you, as you have judged me. If you were watching a little league game, all the kids would be crying, because you entered their zone, so I let that be the speech about your life and aura. Why would I want to add into your pain? I am not a heartless man. I forgive you, even if it was you who attacked me for no reason at all, refused to apologize after I pleaded, continuously went against my wishes, to show decency.

I will not mind anymore. I have forgiven you.

[MRT144]

We love you pekka!

[DaShi]

I see the Finns are acting up again.

[Dis]

best thread evar. and I only read the OP.