Originally posted by -Jrabbit
Sava, I don't believe you're depressed. I think you're lazy. And addicted to your computer. You probably complain when your dinner is ready if you're in the middle of a game. Like an 8-year old with a Game Boy.
For someone who's pretty opinionated and intelligent, it's just sad to see you hiding behind crap like "society sucks eggs therefore I won't deign to participate."
What BS.
Jury duty is inconvenient. So go ahead and shirk. Lot of people do.
But don't try to make it sound like anything other than what it is.
Sava, I don't believe you're depressed. I think you're lazy. And addicted to your computer. You probably complain when your dinner is ready if you're in the middle of a game. Like an 8-year old with a Game Boy.
For someone who's pretty opinionated and intelligent, it's just sad to see you hiding behind crap like "society sucks eggs therefore I won't deign to participate."
What BS.
Jury duty is inconvenient. So go ahead and shirk. Lot of people do.
But don't try to make it sound like anything other than what it is.
all the therapists I've been to say I'm depressed...
I had a psych eval in April, he said I was depressed...
brainscan shows I'm depressed, PET and EEG both show symptoms of depression...
Absolutely I'm lazy. I don't want to work. Who the hell in their right mind would want to work? And then put yourself in my position. Why would I want to bust my ass going to school, then working just to support life when I don't want to live in the first place? Sure, I sit at home and am on my computer all day... but what the hell else am I going to do? My parents don't want me to commit suicide. They want me to try these treatment options for depression. So I am. But nothing is working. If I start to feel better, then I assume I would go to school or something. I dunno.
Complain when my dinner is ready? WTF are you talking about? Actually no, I don't. I only get to see my mom in the evenings and I am usually watching TV or something waiting for her to get home. Sometimes I make dinner, sometimes we go out, sometimes she makes dinner.
But go ahead and feel free to form these convoluted and unfounded opinions about me that are based upon my online rantings. Everyone else does.
Yes... society does suck. Everything about it sucks. Our economic system favors the greedy and the corrupt and shuns the weak. Our political system is a joke. Everybody spouts off propaganda about freedom and democracy and justice... but it's all bull****. Just turning on the news makes me want to throw up. And I refuse to be a part of it.
What amazes me is the negative reaction I get from you guys in this thread. Like the wheels of justice are going to fall off without me. As if the entire system is suddenly going to BREAK DOWN IF SAVA GETS OUT OF GOING TO JURY DUTY. ZOMFG OHHHH NOES>>> NOT THAT
I wish I could move out to some remote location and live all by myself. But I can't. The reality is, I can't support myself living like that.
Well I could care less what you guys think. Actually, the fact that so few people sympathize with me only reinforces my beliefs about people.
Anyways, my doc's got me on Topamax now... an anti-epileptic. I don't have seizures, but my PET showed an area of overactivity that is similar to someone with epilepsy. This medicine is also being looked at for possible anti-depressant effects. So far nothing.
I'm running out of patience.
I'm 25. Quite honestly, I don't want to make it to 26. I do want to at least play Civ4. So you guys will have to put up with me for a little while longer.
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