Spiffor - terrible, but other's here have it worse. Velocyrix once posted what his childhood was like, and then there is Albert Speer, who I've picked up hints about his life. I was fortunate, I had a brilliant, truly wonderful mother. My little girl is healthy and bright. My wife loves me, if we can somehow deal with the safety issues (one reason my blood pressure has gone astronomical in the last year - now being treated with triple meds, successfully I might add).
However, my family had a bunch of very bad breaks, or as one friend put it we were Blue Cross (a US health insurance company) worst nightmare. What's even worse with the exception of my father's heart attack, they were all random. It is that which makes me refuse to believe in a Theistic, merciful God. If all the crisis had not occured, my father might have been a typical jerk dad, you love him but in very small doses. :ironic smile: Unfortunately instead it put a man on the edge over it into monsterhood, destroyed my brother's personality, gave my sister a really tough life, and gave my mother a lingering ten year death. I'll grant Job has me beat, but if I believed this was all because of a wager between God and Satan, I think I would truly despair.
However, my family had a bunch of very bad breaks, or as one friend put it we were Blue Cross (a US health insurance company) worst nightmare. What's even worse with the exception of my father's heart attack, they were all random. It is that which makes me refuse to believe in a Theistic, merciful God. If all the crisis had not occured, my father might have been a typical jerk dad, you love him but in very small doses. :ironic smile: Unfortunately instead it put a man on the edge over it into monsterhood, destroyed my brother's personality, gave my sister a really tough life, and gave my mother a lingering ten year death. I'll grant Job has me beat, but if I believed this was all because of a wager between God and Satan, I think I would truly despair.
Comment