I just can't control my depression.

[TCO]

How does it compare to the effect of booze? (I know you don't get stupid like with booze. but is the numbing similar?)

[Provost Harrison]

Originally posted by GP
Without getting too philosophical, do the drugs take away improper feelings of depression or create a false sense of euphoria? Could you use dope or booze to get the proper effects (not a troll or rhetorical question. I really wonder and want to get the Doc's take.)

It was quite a high last night, but most of that was because of it's relative feeling compared to normal. The main effect last night was the seemingly complete elimination of my anxiety attacks which would make it impossible to have any kind of good night on most occasions. I didn't have any of that, hell, I didn't even feel the need to drink either and was quite relaxed and calm all night, something I never have.

Is it the same as alcohol? No, completely different. Now for me, alcohol could have some powerful depressive effects, so the problems more than cancelled out the benefits. But now I don't feel I need to do that.

[TCO]

Hmmmm.

I still think you should look into a Master's swim group. It will get you buff. And you will meet some good guys and get set up with their wives freinds. That's how it always works.

[Ted Striker]

I agree with the Master Player.

[Provost Harrison]

Well people, I suppose it is time for an update

Well there was that bit on Saturday night but that wore off quite promptly, but they seem to be kicking in properly now quite well. No real side effects...as well as acting very effectively on the depression and the anxiety, it has also brought my appetite for food under control a bit more, which is quite interesting as well...I used to be a glutton but now I seem to have lost a lot of the compulsion to eat I used to have...

So all is well

[statusperfect]

Do you know if the stuff you're eating works or if it's just a psychological effect? It would be interesting to give you placebo and see how you react to that.

[Provost Harrison]

If it was placebo effect I would have had the placebo effect much earlier...but this has been 2 weeks coming. And no, it feels completely different to how I would normally feel, as I said, I didn't have that level of control over how I felt.

[statusperfect]

So you feel some kind of physical change?

[TCO]

Originally posted by Provost Harrison
Well people, I suppose it is time for an update

Well there was that bit on Saturday night but that wore off quite promptly, but they seem to be kicking in properly now quite well. No real side effects...as well as acting very effectively on the depression and the anxiety, it has also brought my appetite for food under control a bit more, which is quite interesting as well...I used to be a glutton but now I seem to have lost a lot of the compulsion to eat I used to have...

So all is well

Ok. Now listen to the Player and join the Master's swim.

[Provost Harrison]

Originally posted by statusperfect
So you feel some kind of physical change?

Oh, most definitely.

And GP, I shall go for a swim some evening this week. I don't know about what they have in terms of swimming clubs but I will check. Tonight I just want a good nights sleep after driving back from Reading late last night

[TCO]

Originally posted by Provost Harrison


Oh, most definitely.

And GP, I shall go for a swim some evening this week. I don't know about what they have in terms of swimming clubs but I will check. Tonight I just want a good nights sleep after driving back from Reading late last night

Get off your ass and research a swim club, you drug-charged little wonder. i'm rooritng for yhou.

Swimging is god for the physique.

[Alexander's Horse]

Did the electrodes and car battery I sent you help at all?

[TCO]

Anybody remember imran teasing bill with the suicide attempt? Of course, I actually tbhink there was soemthing to that "gesture". Anyway, Buill
's dad was cool/ I don't think it was Bill casue Biull can't write that maturely. Just incapable.

[FrustratedPoet]

Fancy a drink, GP?

[Provost Harrison]

Originally posted by Alexander's Horse
Did the electrodes and car battery I sent you help at all?

Well I'll say it is the medication for convenience, but we know that I wouldn't be the man I am without that regular 400 amps