I'm still buzzing from the night out, seeing Canada's biggest and my favorite dj Max Graham. Sooooo... I can't sleep, due to a recent turn of events, and just have to share them somewhere
12:30pm I get a rather emotional call, from a lovely sweetheart I know from Vancouver. We got pretty close over my summer trip, and for what reason - I ask fate?
She's pregnant.
It sounds as if I have a little girl due in 5 or so months. I was skeptical at first, didn't think they could determine the sex that early - but then I wondered what the point of an elaborate headgame along these lines would be?
I mean, don't pass judgement too quickly, if you knew me in real life you'd see a face drastically different from what you gather on this hallowed apolyton site. But... I'm 20 bloody years old - what the hell is this???
It was always the plan of course, I would die for a little girl to call my own - a princess to raise, love and protect. This, however, is too early. I have no doubt of the love I (or her, for that matter) can give this child, but what of the life we can supply? Out of school in a good 7 years I'll surely be making 6 figures, but it now seems 7 years too late. So, should I just drop it, start a run of bartending and waiting to prepare and then hope something adequate eventually comes along, or stick it out in the institution?
I have no idea what else to expect in life from this development... Have any of you had children out of marriage?
(Help)
12:30pm I get a rather emotional call, from a lovely sweetheart I know from Vancouver. We got pretty close over my summer trip, and for what reason - I ask fate?
She's pregnant.
It sounds as if I have a little girl due in 5 or so months. I was skeptical at first, didn't think they could determine the sex that early - but then I wondered what the point of an elaborate headgame along these lines would be?
I mean, don't pass judgement too quickly, if you knew me in real life you'd see a face drastically different from what you gather on this hallowed apolyton site. But... I'm 20 bloody years old - what the hell is this???
It was always the plan of course, I would die for a little girl to call my own - a princess to raise, love and protect. This, however, is too early. I have no doubt of the love I (or her, for that matter) can give this child, but what of the life we can supply? Out of school in a good 7 years I'll surely be making 6 figures, but it now seems 7 years too late. So, should I just drop it, start a run of bartending and waiting to prepare and then hope something adequate eventually comes along, or stick it out in the institution?
I have no idea what else to expect in life from this development... Have any of you had children out of marriage?
(Help)
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