What is the craziest thing you have done?

[ZEE]

what is the craziest thing I'VE done?!

hahahahahahaha

i threw away the prime of my life to use drugs... i have to repair the YEARS of damage ive done to myself... i used to be REAL bad and didnt care about nothing. I hurt a lot of people including my family. im 29 years old and have nothing to show for it because i was addicted, trying to act all hardcore, and thought i was the best in the world at everything. im totally clean now, trying to repair my life, and the relationships with my few remaining friends and family...

that is the craziest thing ive done... PIECE!

[Grandpa Troll]

Originally posted by laurentius
but why kill yourself....its much more satuisfactory to be alive and pain in the ass for people

Not for everyone

Me, I was tired of being abused, tired of life and the unfairness of it all at the time.


I tried drugs and alchohol to dull the senses, nothing worked

Try years on end of being beaten up, p!$$ed on, teeth kicked out, ribs broken, for 4 years or more

It seems like a long time talking about it, but it is a living hell, for you live it in school and worse perhaps you suffer through nightmares at night

You become an introvert, you develop brething mannerisms and well, it is so dark and painful, sometimes, you just figure something else has to be better

It wont solve anything but that doesnt stop you from trying

Gramps

[b etor]

hXc AAHZ, weren't you going to post a picture this weekend?? or did i miss it?

[ZEE]

b etor,

my roommate (with the cool digital camera) is on the verge of death he is so sick... ive been taking care of him for a while... the pic wasnt the first thing on his mind

but i will have it up as soon as i can i promise. that might be a cheezy excuse but its the truth.

[b etor]

oh
I was unaware. My apologies.

[ZEE]

b etor,

its ok

[Guynemer]

Originally posted by laurentius
but why kill yourself....its much more satuisfactory to be alive and pain in the ass for people

I prefer the way Al Swearengen put in on Deadwood:

Pain or damage don’t end the world. Or despair, or ****ing beatings. The world ends when you’re dead. Until then, you got more punishment in store. Stand it like a man… and give some back.

[-Jrabbit]

I bow to the superior craziness of attempted suicide. Can't touch that.

Nice to know you people were either incompetent or not that serious about it. As my wife says: "You don't get out that easily!"

[Jon Miller]

Even if you don't think that there is any reason to live, and if your life is an agony... there are still people out there that you are valuable to. And there are people out there that you can help, that you help them live.

Suicide isn't the best choice, in every situation* the world could be a better place with you in it.

Jon Miller**
*maybe not Hitler
** I lost my father to probable suicide almost 4 years ago. He had attempted many times before. I can think of things I should have done differently, but I can't tihnk of any way to have solved his problems. I and others missed him/still miss him, even though it sometimes seemed to him like no one cared.

[Spiffor]

[b etor]

Originally posted by -Jrabbit
I bow to the superior craziness of attempted suicide. Can't touch that.

Nice to know you people were either incompetent or not that serious about it. As my wife says: "You don't get out that easily!"

b etor was serious
god just wants me here
to spy on you

[SlowwHand]

[Cort Haus]

Originally posted by Aeson
Hmmmm, I stemmed up a canyon in Zion national park that was 4-6 feet wide for most of the way, ~250 feet straight up. On my own and without any climbing gear. About 2/3rds of the way up it narrowed to about 2 feet wide in one spot, and I had to stem with just the back of my head, neck, shoulders and hands through the first couple feet of it. It turned out it wasn't a terribly difficult climb, but without being able to see the route first it could have been impossible for all I knew.

I did a few climbs like this in the Lake District when I was young and inexperienced. I didn't bother much with equipment, maps or guide books, I just thought "I'm going up there".

Once I was on a tricky descent on steep, vertical ledges into a valley and seriously unsure whether I could make it down in one piece, when a rescue helicopter suddenly came over the hill opposite. I don't know whether it saw me but it seemed to hover above me for a while. I decided I'd rather die than admit that I needed rescuing so I just sat there admiring the view until the helicopter moved on.

[Cort Haus]

Originally posted by chegitz guevara
I counter-protested a pro-terrorist demonstration of a hundred people at the Bay of Pigs Martyrs Memorial on Calle Ocho with only three other people.

I applauded you at the time. Now I know you better, I wish they'd gotten hold of you.

[Grandpa Troll]

Originally posted by -Jrabbit
I bow to the superior craziness of attempted suicide. Can't touch that.

Nice to know you people were either incompetent or not that serious about it. As my wife says: "You don't get out that easily!"

/me suggests crossing off -Jrabbit for a possible person to help a friend if in need. Seems as though you are indeed all alone if all you have is people like this to help someone who needs assistance.