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  • #31
    Dude, if you were serious about killing yourself, why would you even bother clearing up contact lists and ICQ etc.. that's like defragging your HD, just what is the point of that?

    Without knowing you, my bastardly fast analysis would be that you need help for sure and everything is not OK, however you do not want to kill yourself, you want to be helped.

    So, you should, you know.. get help, becase you can get help and even if it fails, you can get it again and at some point it will succeed.
    In da butt.
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    • #32
      Talking with some of the people here would make a sane person goofey.
      Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.
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      He also hates Texans and Australians, he does diversify." ~ Braindead

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      • #33
        Originally posted by Pekka
        Dude, if you were serious about killing yourself, why would you even bother clearing up contact lists and ICQ etc.. that's like defragging your HD, just what is the point of that?
        There are many reasons why, actually.

        Some people would do this sort of thing as a message to others that maybe they really do mean it. Some would do it because they have this feeling like they shouldn't leave things unfinished or messy. Some would do it to make the act of suicide seem more routine, more ordinary, like just another step.

        Humans have lots of reasons for the things they do. Some of them are strange.
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        • #34
          Originally posted by Pekka

          So, you should, you know.. get help
          Did you read the OP, or any of Thorn's posts for that matter?

          Originally posted by Thorn
          And to those that say they have lost their patience with me, saying that I should get help, I have for years since I was 17 (I am now 23), I have a psychologist and a psychiatrist that I see on a regular basis.
          Unbelievable!

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          • #35
            Yes it's all my fault now,... if you need me, I'll be defragging my HD ->
            In da butt.
            "Do not worry if others do not understand you. Instead worry if you do not understand others." - Confucius
            THE UNDEFEATED SUPERCITIZEN w:4 t:2 l:1 (DON'T ASK!)
            "God is dead" - Nietzsche. "Nietzsche is dead" - God.

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            • #36
              That's what Thorn is saying. He needs defragging.
              Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.
              "Hating America is something best left to Mobius. He is an expert Yank hater.
              He also hates Texans and Australians, he does diversify." ~ Braindead

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              • #37
                He needs formatting.

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                • #38
                  Glad to see that you're still around, Thorn.
                  A lot of Republicans are not racist, but a lot of racists are Republican.

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                  • #39
                    Thanks Ming.

                    I am only so upset because I have a lot to live for right now (I'm moving to a nicer place middle of next month, my friend is coming down tommorow, things with my boyfriend were getting better, planned a trip to Chicago to see my other family finally), in spite of my medications being off, and I almost wasted away cause people kicked me when I was down. Depression is really bad, it can cloud your judgement to an extreme degree, and make you do something that is regretable and possibly undoable.

                    I appreicate some of you which have been nice, and are glad I am ok. I am too.

                    I need to learn a lesson from this, and that is internet people are not the same thing as real people, they hide behind their personas and act differently then they would IRL (I hope). I just feel a bit disillusioned, perhaps I was too naive, strange thought for me.

                    Overall I'm doing better then I was even 2 years ago, I've just had a three month spell of problems, and unfortunately medication didn't help me this time. I'm a bit weary of trying any more changes now, stability with stress, is still better then instability with no stress if that makes any sense.

                    As for those that are too lazy to read posts (what the heck are you doing on a internet forum anyways, all there are, are posts with lots of text, if you don't like reading why read) lol.

                    I'm feeling much better now, I just wanted to make some things clear, I know I have a sense of humor, and sometimes entertain, but what is entertaining about being depressed (answer: nothing), that is not an appropriate time to take stabs at people.

                    Ask me three years ago when I was heavly depressed if I regretted my attempts to die, I would have told you, no, I had nothing to live for, today I have things to live for it was just a fluke caused by stress and bad medicine combination withdrawel that made me feel like I did.

                    Try to support people when they're down, the world would be a much better place.
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                    • #40
                      sorry for the double post, Apolyton or the internet is buggy today.
                      Last edited by Thorn; August 15, 2006, 14:12.
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                      • #41
                        Even Ming has things to live for, Thorn. Hang in there.
                        Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.
                        "Hating America is something best left to Mobius. He is an expert Yank hater.
                        He also hates Texans and Australians, he does diversify." ~ Braindead

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                        • #42
                          Ask me three years ago when I was heavly depressed if I regretted my attempts to die, I would have told you, no, I had nothing to live for, today I have things to live for it was just a fluke caused by stress and bad medicine combination withdrawel that made me feel like I did.


                          Glad to hear there's long-term improvement
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                          • #43
                            Originally posted by SlowwHand
                            Even Ming has things to live for, Thorn. Hang in there.
                            "I have been reading up on the universe and have come to the conclusion that the universe is a good thing." -- Dissident
                            "I never had the need to have a boner." -- Dissident
                            "I have never cut off my penis when I was upset over a girl." -- Dis

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                            • #44
                              Thorn, glad you are still posting. Have faith in your meds and your friends. It really is a long grind, with lots of ups and downs, but you can survive, make a positive contribution, and still entertain the unwashed masses once in a while.
                              No matter where you go, there you are. - Buckaroo Banzai
                              "I played it [Civilization] for three months and then realised I hadn't done any work. In the end, I had to delete all the saved files and smash the CD." Iain Banks, author

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                              • #45
                                no Kudos for me?

                                I called you the greatest poster ever.

                                If you have a boyfriend, why are you so depressed?

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