And I need to get to that stage.
You see, I have OCD. I can't stop obsessing about things. At night, I'll obesess about demons or me being crazy or the stove being off or an intruder being in the house or even debating on Poly (What if I was banned FOREVER?
What if someone framed me for hacking into Poly and plastered "TASSADAR RULZ" on every page and Markos got the ISP to SHUT OFF MY CONNECTION?
What if I trolled someone so much that theyre going to commit SUICIDE and I'll have to live with the GUILT?! What if I told some Israeli that they sucked and then Tel Aviv was NUKED?!
Etc etc etc). I'll worry about not finding keys or my boss firing me or my wife getting a disease or my wife being diagnosed with a disease or me being diagnosed with a disease (and the emotinal toll it would take on my wife and children) or my child not suceeding or whatever. And its tiring.
How do I shut my mind off to get to sleep? To operate in the day?? This is really killing me. I know, this thread will probably sink to the bottom of the Sea of Poly, BUT......I suppose its worth a try.
You see, I have OCD. I can't stop obsessing about things. At night, I'll obesess about demons or me being crazy or the stove being off or an intruder being in the house or even debating on Poly (What if I was banned FOREVER?



How do I shut my mind off to get to sleep? To operate in the day?? This is really killing me. I know, this thread will probably sink to the bottom of the Sea of Poly, BUT......I suppose its worth a try.
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