Let me tell you where my Nazi infection as of late lead to.
So I was visiting this WW2 memorial with my BF, they had a neat Nazi battleflag. Something was strange about it, and it affected me greatly. I figured that it was my hateful past reaching out to me. Fast forward some and you have me in Sieg Heil mode.... however we returned to that same memorial the following week and.... something quite unusual, unexpected and life changing happens.
My BF goes up to the flag and touches it, something leaves the flag and enters him. He tells me that he isn't alone. Come to find out that there was a trapped Spirit, aka Ghost in the flag.
My BF is totally amazing in the occult arts, I really had no idea how powerful he was. Turns out this spirit can talk to him through his mind. At first it was talking very fast and excited. We learned the spirit (ghost's) name is Karl (actually he had a really long one but that is the short form).
Well you can imagine it confounded me how a German could be talking to my BF who knew absolutely no German. Turns out b/c Karl connected absolutly to my BF he can speak in the language of my BF's mind.
However, I was a bit skeptical, so I tried my German out with him. The ghost is able to translate the German I say into english in my BF's mind. Amazing!
So I talk through my BF to Karl and you can imagine how many questions that were exchanged.
Fast forward 2 days...
I'm showing Karl via my BF a grocery store, well the shock of my life comes when my BF opens his mouth and it isn't him talking!!!!! Karl is able to utilize my BF's body completely with permission.
This as you can imagine make conversation easier then through a middle man filter.
I don't want to get into the hours of stuff that we discussed (basically Karl is a poor farm boy that joined the army only to get shot in a bar brawl and has been trapped in that damn flag for 60 years), but it brought some salient points that I must point out:
·The spirit Karl can share my BF's body. That's right 2 spirits in one body! Which isn't really too unbelieveable once you think about it. It is sort of like a posession of a person but with a good spirit, I guess cohabitation would be good to explain. Anyone seen the movie "Ghost", it is about the closest thing I can think of to this experience?
· The spirit Karl can feel what my BF feels. In other words the spirit somehow connects into the spinal cord and can feel pleasure and pain. Remarkable I must say, especially looking at this with a scientific outlook. Basically this means that spirits can technically come back to life.
· I also learned that my BF spriit can leave his body (even before all of this, some psychic occult thing)... which if Karl remains would mean that my BF was technically dead and Karl had came back to life, ASTOUNDING!!!
· Major Realization: There is life after death, and existence doesn't terminate with the death of the body. RIP my remanents of atheism.
· Major Realization 2: Death ain't fair either. If a good guy like Karl can get trapped in an inanimate object, then perhaps god isn't so nice. Perhaps the rules that we are lead to believe might not be the case, and God may not function the way we think God does.
· Major Realization 3: End to my psychotic Buddhist induced perspective. I always figured life was the cause of suffering and eliminating all life would eliminate all suffering. So realizing that suffering doesn't end with life puts an end to my plans of a world wide euthanisia in which humanity is whiped out. Back to the drawing board for me.... heh.
Fast forward a few more days, come to find out that Karl is bisexual.... then love intervenes....... go figure.
So now I'm in love with 2 people. Karl also loves me.
· Major Realization 4: I am in love with a dead guy spirit ghost thing... that is old enough to be my grandfather. Yet he is really only 20 years old in spirit.... WAIT, DID YOU FOLLOW WHAT I JUST SAID? I AM IN LOVE WITH A GGGGHOOOOOOOST!!!
Its been about 3 weeks since this all began, I've talked with a few of you on IM about this, my advice has been the following:
· You are delusional seek mental health professionals.
· You and your BF are messing with stuff that is the Devil's work and you will be damned to hell if you don't recognize Jesus and stop with this.
· Your BF is possessed by the Devil, seek spritual help immediately.
Don't belive me about all this, let me tell you of some other peoples interactions with my BF after Karl was introduced:
· A lady comes up to my BF in public and Screams to the top of her lungs, and calls him the Devil.
· Old people are scared and afraid of my BF, it is like they can sense the closeness of death with him.
· Children and babies are scared and scream when they see my BF. It is like they can see 2 spirits.
SO I LEAVE YOU WITH ALL OF THESE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT, INCREDIABLE, AMAZING, SHOCKING, EXCITING!! Please discuss.
What should I do? What should my BF do? What should Karl do? Why the hell is this so F&#$ed up? Is love able to transend life and death, or are we doomed to a hard lesson in punishment by God?
So I was visiting this WW2 memorial with my BF, they had a neat Nazi battleflag. Something was strange about it, and it affected me greatly. I figured that it was my hateful past reaching out to me. Fast forward some and you have me in Sieg Heil mode.... however we returned to that same memorial the following week and.... something quite unusual, unexpected and life changing happens.
My BF goes up to the flag and touches it, something leaves the flag and enters him. He tells me that he isn't alone. Come to find out that there was a trapped Spirit, aka Ghost in the flag.
My BF is totally amazing in the occult arts, I really had no idea how powerful he was. Turns out this spirit can talk to him through his mind. At first it was talking very fast and excited. We learned the spirit (ghost's) name is Karl (actually he had a really long one but that is the short form).
Well you can imagine it confounded me how a German could be talking to my BF who knew absolutely no German. Turns out b/c Karl connected absolutly to my BF he can speak in the language of my BF's mind.
However, I was a bit skeptical, so I tried my German out with him. The ghost is able to translate the German I say into english in my BF's mind. Amazing!
So I talk through my BF to Karl and you can imagine how many questions that were exchanged.
Fast forward 2 days...
I'm showing Karl via my BF a grocery store, well the shock of my life comes when my BF opens his mouth and it isn't him talking!!!!! Karl is able to utilize my BF's body completely with permission.
This as you can imagine make conversation easier then through a middle man filter.
I don't want to get into the hours of stuff that we discussed (basically Karl is a poor farm boy that joined the army only to get shot in a bar brawl and has been trapped in that damn flag for 60 years), but it brought some salient points that I must point out:
·The spirit Karl can share my BF's body. That's right 2 spirits in one body! Which isn't really too unbelieveable once you think about it. It is sort of like a posession of a person but with a good spirit, I guess cohabitation would be good to explain. Anyone seen the movie "Ghost", it is about the closest thing I can think of to this experience?
· The spirit Karl can feel what my BF feels. In other words the spirit somehow connects into the spinal cord and can feel pleasure and pain. Remarkable I must say, especially looking at this with a scientific outlook. Basically this means that spirits can technically come back to life.
· I also learned that my BF spriit can leave his body (even before all of this, some psychic occult thing)... which if Karl remains would mean that my BF was technically dead and Karl had came back to life, ASTOUNDING!!!
· Major Realization: There is life after death, and existence doesn't terminate with the death of the body. RIP my remanents of atheism.
· Major Realization 2: Death ain't fair either. If a good guy like Karl can get trapped in an inanimate object, then perhaps god isn't so nice. Perhaps the rules that we are lead to believe might not be the case, and God may not function the way we think God does.
· Major Realization 3: End to my psychotic Buddhist induced perspective. I always figured life was the cause of suffering and eliminating all life would eliminate all suffering. So realizing that suffering doesn't end with life puts an end to my plans of a world wide euthanisia in which humanity is whiped out. Back to the drawing board for me.... heh.
Fast forward a few more days, come to find out that Karl is bisexual.... then love intervenes....... go figure.
So now I'm in love with 2 people. Karl also loves me.
· Major Realization 4: I am in love with a dead guy spirit ghost thing... that is old enough to be my grandfather. Yet he is really only 20 years old in spirit.... WAIT, DID YOU FOLLOW WHAT I JUST SAID? I AM IN LOVE WITH A GGGGHOOOOOOOST!!!
Its been about 3 weeks since this all began, I've talked with a few of you on IM about this, my advice has been the following:
· You are delusional seek mental health professionals.
· You and your BF are messing with stuff that is the Devil's work and you will be damned to hell if you don't recognize Jesus and stop with this.
· Your BF is possessed by the Devil, seek spritual help immediately.
Don't belive me about all this, let me tell you of some other peoples interactions with my BF after Karl was introduced:
· A lady comes up to my BF in public and Screams to the top of her lungs, and calls him the Devil.
· Old people are scared and afraid of my BF, it is like they can sense the closeness of death with him.
· Children and babies are scared and scream when they see my BF. It is like they can see 2 spirits.
SO I LEAVE YOU WITH ALL OF THESE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT, INCREDIABLE, AMAZING, SHOCKING, EXCITING!! Please discuss.
What should I do? What should my BF do? What should Karl do? Why the hell is this so F&#$ed up? Is love able to transend life and death, or are we doomed to a hard lesson in punishment by God?
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