Isn't this sad?

[Bereta_Eder]

I will never ever sell myslef short again

You'd have to eliminate me and it wopuld be near impossible

[Bereta_Eder]

I was always faible vis a vis with affairs of the heart

maybe beasue of the absience of a father i never had a blueporint of the ways of the world

I had to find out for myself

[Bereta_Eder]

I'm not playing the victim and I dont want sympathy

actually I hide it from anyone

but is is a fact

for me to know