I have been accused

[Bereta_Eder]

of being drunk
and I admit that maybe I am


instead of direspectuflly pissing on someone else's thread I make my own thread for such a purpose.

and what i'd liel tp share is that i hope that in this time of turmloil people will finmd it in their hearts to be gente anmd kinmd and....


that's bull. sorry. cockypot because I was isntructed not to swear

in any case green curry is way more potent thatn regular curry and coconut milk really binds together a sauce

[Bereta_Eder]

[Bereta_Eder]

i think that by this move I have demosnbtarted a envikable social responsibility

[Wezil]

An accusation and a confession?

Sounds like new avatar time to me...

[Buster Crabbe's Uncle]

You were trying to cut back recently. I never drank to begin with, so I'm, y'know, the wrong guy to talk to about it, I guess - but please consider this an expression of caring about your welfare...

[Bereta_Eder]

i know and thnks,

i am anxious because of a bvery serious health matter of a loved one and that with covid sdome things that should be taken care of are being carried further into the future.

i shouldn't use this as an excuse to drink. but i do feel despair and anger

that's the way it is. sorry i can't end ti with a hollywood happy ending
it is what it is

[Buster Crabbe's Uncle]

I do understand self-medicating - I have a weakness for too much coffee, because manic is way more fun than depressive...

[Buster Crabbe's Uncle]

...But it's ultimately destabilizing, which is exactly wrong for a mood disorder...

[Bereta_Eder]

I can't just suck it up or follow a rigid schedule anymore

I let myself break or rather bend because if I don't then I'd break

anyway it is what it is and you do what you can to go through anpother day and another day

[Bereta_Eder]

I know it is destabilizing. actually very much so

in the most unimaginateive answer ever, I can't help it

[Buster Crabbe's Uncle]

Well you know, you do have people who care whether you live or die - just, this crowd isn't great at expressing that kind of thing...

[Bereta_Eder]

I do know that. Both here and in the "real world"

I'm here for 22 years. epole I felt close have died, it's not stomething one forgets

What can I say I love life even when it sucks

yet there is or at least I feel a futility and a immense tired feeling but why would i bore you to death with all this

I am strong. Even if I fall Iwill fall ... standing up haha

anhyway I'd wish the greek medical system (whoch has been outstanind so far) was a bit more comforting. i'm sure it wil do its godlike part again

anyway

yep lots of wine tonight haha


but don't lionger here with a drunk

go discuss russia or so,methiong

[Buster Crabbe's Uncle]

I don't actually think Russia, current evil invasion by, is a very interesting topic. It's bad, case closed.

You hurting interests me more. I'm capable of compassion. It's also about being a better me, to me. Good deeds.

[Bereta_Eder]

Indeed a non confronational approach to a drunk wields far better results haha

anyway it is a matter of mood. i'm sure tomorrow everything will be or at least feel better

despite the anger and conceiled desperation I currently feel I have no urge to be offensive or attack anyone

so I guess sorry aboiuyt that, there is no show

[Bereta_Eder]

the european i guess world literature is filled with jaded and cynical finishing phrases but I don't know any

so I just say goodnight and thanks for being I don't know, wise