alcoholism

[Bereta_Eder]

I have to say alcoholism is great.
When I was in therapy, a long time ago, the specialist told me, I don't want alcohol to become your relaxing drug.
But it HAS become I guess.

And it is great. It just causes you to loose a couple of days of work and your upper left side of the stomach hurts sometimes.
Alcoholism occurs when hope for the future fades but a patermalist present reality kind of keeps you going with crunches.

And it's so simple.
You go out. Go to the cava get a bottle of wine. And because you're such a good client the patron gives you another one for free.

I'll just keep rambling a little bit.

[Bereta_Eder]

yEAH AS i WAS SAYING, alcohol is great.
First, it doesnt make you impotent so you can graciously bong your SO.
And sava and other tolerant societies have pot in its lieu but I'll ****in gstick with the diagnosis

Probably the correct course is going back into psycotheraoy and talk things voer,
because drugs are out of the question.

I said, so **** drugs. Alchohol was used for centuries. So what the fuch.
The specialist replied, ';cause its crude. (he was well aware of my progressive modern ideas)


but still **** it.

its not the wine that is the probvlem. its no therapy (thats too fucing expensive now)dsaf

i'll tell you what it is.

it's the inabnility to dream,

[N35t0r]

Find purpose.

[Lorizael]

My aunt is an alcoholic. Occasionally the family has to collect her because she's been found wandering naked in the streets covered in her own filth. It's pretty awesome.

[Bereta_Eder]

yeah well Im never going to end up lie this,.
I will grasioucly fade away in my own ficking apparentment.,


and findinf purpsoe.

how big words

[Bereta_Eder]

Yes.
RESET AND REGROUP

[Bereta_Eder]

The family is sacred.
First you die then you worry them

[Berzerker]

i gotta cut back on the beer (and pot), aint good for my acid reflux

[Bereta_Eder]

the famnily.

a crippled ambutated famikly
with mnuch love though

and i just am unworthy to give them what they want

[AAAAAAAAH!]

My aunt is an alcoholic. Occasionally the family has to collect her because she's been found wandering naked in the streets covered in her own filth. It's pretty awesome.

How can your family contain so much awesome?

[Bereta_Eder]

its raining in the slums.

i went to see my grndma at the cemetary yesterday,

its funny, you strvie and ****,
its for nothing kids are everything

[Bereta_Eder]

The prurpose of man is to procreate

[Bereta_Eder]

if my dad was around he would say this.

he was very self oriented

[Bereta_Eder]

i will not become what you say lorizael.
what the ****.

[Bereta_Eder]

kneel, retreat and regrpoup


pray to god
breath evenly

awalk away

lol
i can never do it