I don't even remember to make old jokes in Ming and rah's general direction anymore
, booze now and again, aloneness both spiritual and physical, and I have learned to make my own choices by not giving in to selfish desires which only seem worthy or exciting choices and so I have learned faithfulness...To a point, these things never stop being learned once started. There is always greater depth and though I have a long way to go I have no idea how far or to what end. I bring to my death two companions in whom I can depend and who will not fail me, one physical and spiritual and one truly Holy spirit to whom I am forever grateful for bothering to show me its love, once, that being my sign. So, though I wish to not leave my wife I know that the one in whom I put my faith will be worthy of it and that I will see her again in her time.
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