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****ing A, what a trip. I was just in a network meeting with my bosses and doctors, the doctors called upon it because they want free coffee and look like they're important.
My boss said, that I can't be kept in the project if I don't come back fully after a month, because the funders will not budget medical expenses, period. So the doctors said, well, we think he will be in full condition... in September. I mean **** you, do you know what you just did? My boss said, well, it won't do then.
Then they scrabled some kind of an agreement, wanted to have thousand appointments more with me, where I say I feel OK, they say OK, 5 minutes in, 1 hour charge, once a week. Do you know how much that costs? A lot. I don't even want to go there, and it's like unless you conform to this, we will give a statement where it says you aren't in working condition, therefor my contract even could't be continued, even if my boss was to be satisfied. So what was supposed to help me did the exact opposite. Just when I heard, that my job is secured, it actually turns out it's not. I'm so fed up with this **** already, now the doctors are ****ing things up for me. I don't even have to lift a finger to come to a bigger mess.
Now I'm still on sick leave and it seems like they won't let me get off of it. Because I might burn out again fast. Well **** you, if I don't, I don't then have a job to come back to! Get it? I don't have any savings because this **** cost me too much to come here, meaning that I will become de facto homeless, or move back in with my dad, whcih I will have to do, sorry dad, didn't work out, can you buy some food for me as well? **** this.
I have a solution though. I start working NOW. I will give results to my boss, behind the backs of everyone else and say I'm doing just fine, and prove it by showing great efficiency, undermine the statement of the doctors and say they don't know **** and they just want to get paid. That's the only way. Or I don't have a job soon. ****ing ****! This is some BS, back to square one, this is so BS, I just... I just need to stay calm. ****ing idiots, they're truly screwing me up here. So eh, back to work I guess. Non-stop too, 24/7 **** starts again. Oh, and of course it's easy, I'm doing theory development, that's the most fun thing to do when you aren't exactly 100%. Because it's so easy.
****ing A, what a trip. I was just in a network meeting with my bosses and doctors, the doctors called upon it because they want free coffee and look like they're important.
My boss said, that I can't be kept in the project if I don't come back fully after a month, because the funders will not budget medical expenses, period. So the doctors said, well, we think he will be in full condition... in September. I mean **** you, do you know what you just did? My boss said, well, it won't do then.
Then they scrabled some kind of an agreement, wanted to have thousand appointments more with me, where I say I feel OK, they say OK, 5 minutes in, 1 hour charge, once a week. Do you know how much that costs? A lot. I don't even want to go there, and it's like unless you conform to this, we will give a statement where it says you aren't in working condition, therefor my contract even could't be continued, even if my boss was to be satisfied. So what was supposed to help me did the exact opposite. Just when I heard, that my job is secured, it actually turns out it's not. I'm so fed up with this **** already, now the doctors are ****ing things up for me. I don't even have to lift a finger to come to a bigger mess.
Now I'm still on sick leave and it seems like they won't let me get off of it. Because I might burn out again fast. Well **** you, if I don't, I don't then have a job to come back to! Get it? I don't have any savings because this **** cost me too much to come here, meaning that I will become de facto homeless, or move back in with my dad, whcih I will have to do, sorry dad, didn't work out, can you buy some food for me as well? **** this.
I have a solution though. I start working NOW. I will give results to my boss, behind the backs of everyone else and say I'm doing just fine, and prove it by showing great efficiency, undermine the statement of the doctors and say they don't know **** and they just want to get paid. That's the only way. Or I don't have a job soon. ****ing ****! This is some BS, back to square one, this is so BS, I just... I just need to stay calm. ****ing idiots, they're truly screwing me up here. So eh, back to work I guess. Non-stop too, 24/7 **** starts again. Oh, and of course it's easy, I'm doing theory development, that's the most fun thing to do when you aren't exactly 100%. Because it's so easy.
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