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  • #31
    Originally posted by SlowwHand

    HA! I beat you, Lord Shiva, you rat bastard.
    bleh

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    • #32
      Re: The AAHZ Effect...

      Originally posted by Bauzer
      First of all MODS I have named this thread this way on purpose and i will explain why, so please dont rename it to The Bauzer Effect.

      I have also posted a similar thread on Eventis but i just want yalls opinions on the matter. On a recent 'Poly thread i completely lost my temper and when i realized it i bowed out of the argument and apologized. Also I have been told now by 3 other posters that I should change my name back to AAHZ. After thinking about all of this i have come to a conclusion:

      Is AAHZ just a character to yall that yall expect to act like a jackass and argue and flame and stuff? Have i, in effect, "created a monster?"

      this actually happened in a chat room i used a few years ago. My handle was MOD and i acted like a ghetto-thug-gangsta type poster. It got to the point that girls would call me and want to see me and have sex with me and everything (i am QUITE serious). I was a damn celebraty there. It got to the point though where i could not control my creation. I simply could not keep living up to peoples expectations of MOD and the "character" they intended him/me to be. It finally turned out to where MOD was a completey different person than me.

      Thats kind of how i feel about AAHZ now. I went back to Bauzer mostly to re-connect with my roots and to just try to act like myself. But every time i type on here i tend to shift back to that chat-fighting, swear-word hurling, temper-losing, crazy son of a gun. It gets to the point where people STILL call me AAHZ on here.

      I, quite honestly, dont think I can control the AAHZ "character" anymore and i am re-living the whole MOD scenario all over again. and believe me when i say that i made a COMPLETE jackass out of myself in the final days as MOD.

      I TRY to just act like myself but that just it. AAHZ IS a part of who I am. but only a PART. MOD is also a part of who i am as well. I also have many, many more parts to me. Bauzer is older than them all, but i never really have defined a "character" for him, ironically. He was always just a generic ass-kicker in D&D. I dont have split personalities or anything like that but I DO find myself acting one type of "role" or another in all aspects of life. then, however, i am "stuck" in that role and if i act any differently i get strange looks and comments and everybody expects me to fit back into my role. AAHZ in this case.

      So if effect have I just become a character? are we all characters in a certain way? Do we ALL have expectations of eachother? Is it this way in ALL social circles with EVERYBODY?

      please no flaming in this thread i actually want to have a discussion here...
      thanks and pieceâ„¢
      I think you have a split personality, thus you are insane and should be isolated from the society.

      Nothing personal, just my IMHO.

      p.s. Have a nice day.

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      • #33
        OMG Serb is panag reborn, but with command of the shift key!

        err, wait, nevermind.

        <Reverend> IRC is just multiplayer notepad.
        I like your SNOOPY POSTER! - While you Wait quote.

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        • #34
          Panag is a thief who stole my "Have a nice day" troll's sig.

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          • #35
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            Last edited by ZEE; April 27, 2011, 20:14.
            Order of the Fly

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            • #36
              Originally posted by Bauzer
              no he isnt. he was using it before you even registered, Serb.
              Earlier than 2001?

              and the fact that Im insane because of a split personality MAY in fact be true. but until i AM isolated and locked away im afraid yall are stuck with me.
              Sh!t happens. I can survive that.

              oh, and you might not know of the sig that I have stolen that has literally made ME famous on this entire board...
              Hm? I have no idea.

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              • #37
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                Last edited by ZEE; April 27, 2011, 20:15.
                Order of the Fly

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                • #38
                  I really have no idea about what sig you have stolen that has made you famous on this entire board.

                  Hell, I even had no idea that you are famous, before you said that.

                  How many logins do you have?


                  Oops, almost forget:

                  - PEACEâ„¢

                  And Have a nice day!

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                  • #39
                    Originally posted by Bauzer
                    EoN: there is plenty to discuss actually. You are a "character" as well even if you deny it. Be thankful though. there are some on here that do not have ANY personality at all
                    pieceâ„¢
                    Any who would those posers be? I believe any who post here regulary will ultimately create a public image/personality. It might be real(as I would agrue mine is) or it might be a creation(as you say your are).

                    But, I do not think you should change back to AAHZ if you feel it's not you. I believe you will be much better off by being yourself on the internet, roles just make trouble, as you yourself have seen.
                    Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God.-Isaiah 41:10
                    I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made - Psalms 139.14a
                    Also active on WePlayCiv.

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                    • #40
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                      Last edited by ZEE; April 27, 2011, 20:15.
                      Order of the Fly

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                      • #41
                        Ok, Ok, you - win!

                        But what about the sig you've stolen? The one that made you famous.

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                        • #42
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                          Last edited by ZEE; April 27, 2011, 20:15.
                          Order of the Fly

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                          • #43
                            who is Bauzer?

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                            • #44
                              So it was - PIECEâ„¢

                              I'm sorry, but I still unable to see how it could make you famous.

                              IMHO, You have a split pesonality, dude

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                              • #45
                                Originally posted by EyesOfNight
                                Japher: Trolling a troll is the highest level of trolling a troll can achieve. I should write a book on how to do it properly.

                                If you do so, aim it at the beginners. It's tragic when ambition outstrips ability.
                                The genesis of the "evil Finn" concept- Evil, evil Finland

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