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Originally posted by Bauzer
First of all MODS I have named this thread this way on purpose and i will explain why, so please dont rename it to The Bauzer Effect.
I have also posted a similar thread on Eventis but i just want yalls opinions on the matter. On a recent 'Poly thread i completely lost my temper and when i realized it i bowed out of the argument and apologized. Also I have been told now by 3 other posters that I should change my name back to AAHZ. After thinking about all of this i have come to a conclusion:
Is AAHZ just a character to yall that yall expect to act like a jackass and argue and flame and stuff? Have i, in effect, "created a monster?"
this actually happened in a chat room i used a few years ago. My handle was MOD and i acted like a ghetto-thug-gangsta type poster. It got to the point that girls would call me and want to see me and have sex with me and everything (i am QUITE serious). I was a damn celebraty there. It got to the point though where i could not control my creation. I simply could not keep living up to peoples expectations of MOD and the "character" they intended him/me to be. It finally turned out to where MOD was a completey different person than me.
Thats kind of how i feel about AAHZ now. I went back to Bauzer mostly to re-connect with my roots and to just try to act like myself. But every time i type on here i tend to shift back to that chat-fighting, swear-word hurling, temper-losing, crazy son of a gun. It gets to the point where people STILL call me AAHZ on here.
I, quite honestly, dont think I can control the AAHZ "character" anymore and i am re-living the whole MOD scenario all over again. and believe me when i say that i made a COMPLETE jackass out of myself in the final days as MOD.
I TRY to just act like myself but that just it. AAHZ IS a part of who I am. but only a PART. MOD is also a part of who i am as well. I also have many, many more parts to me. Bauzer is older than them all, but i never really have defined a "character" for him, ironically. He was always just a generic ass-kicker in D&D. I dont have split personalities or anything like that but I DO find myself acting one type of "role" or another in all aspects of life. then, however, i am "stuck" in that role and if i act any differently i get strange looks and comments and everybody expects me to fit back into my role. AAHZ in this case.
So if effect have I just become a character? are we all characters in a certain way? Do we ALL have expectations of eachother? Is it this way in ALL social circles with EVERYBODY?
please no flaming in this thread i actually want to have a discussion here...
thanks and pieceâ„¢
I think you have a split personality, thus you are insane and should be isolated from the society.
Originally posted by Bauzer
no he isnt. he was using it before you even registered, Serb.
Earlier than 2001?
and the fact that Im insane because of a split personality MAY in fact be true. but until i AM isolated and locked away im afraid yall are stuck with me.
Sh!t happens. I can survive that.
oh, and you might not know of the sig that I have stolen that has literally made ME famous on this entire board...
Originally posted by Bauzer EoN: there is plenty to discuss actually. You are a "character" as well even if you deny it. Be thankful though. there are some on here that do not have ANY personality at all pieceâ„¢
Any who would those posers be? I believe any who post here regulary will ultimately create a public image/personality. It might be real(as I would agrue mine is) or it might be a creation(as you say your are).
But, I do not think you should change back to AAHZ if you feel it's not you. I believe you will be much better off by being yourself on the internet, roles just make trouble, as you yourself have seen.
Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God.-Isaiah 41:10 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made - Psalms 139.14a
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