I've had fun here lately

[siron]

Re: I've had fun here lately

Originally posted by Heresson
First days I shall spend looking for a house - probably a small, stinky room on the suburbs of Warsaw at some grandma's house, for which I'll have to pay silly big money.

So many quite attractive and young Polish women who made it over here. Prolly because of the nice architecture (with respect to their German husbands I have to admit that these Polish women don’t seem to be choosy.)

I hope you enjoy your grandma.

[Heresson]

Why can't I get a german husband who shall pay for me

[Heresson]

Looking for accomodation in Warsaw is never fun...
but it is over. It is a bit more expensive than last time (well, half of money I get), but it is in the centre (no direct connection to the University for the first time, though), on a nice streat (in this part of Warsaw, some pre-ww2 buildings remained), and the room is nice.
I do have internet at home, so I'll be posting here perhaps even more than earlier. However, I've promessed to myself I will not look at porn sites. It may sound impossible, but once I've had internet at home every second day and I never did.
Hopefully it will be done.
Well, welcome back my friends to the show that never ends.

[Sava]

Originally posted by LordShiva
So you won't be posting anymore?

[Jon Miller]

Originally posted by Heresson
Looking for accomodation in Warsaw is never fun...
but it is over. It is a bit more expensive than last time (well, half of money I get), but it is in the centre (no direct connection to the University for the first time, though), on a nice streat (in this part of Warsaw, some pre-ww2 buildings remained), and the room is nice.
I do have internet at home, so I'll be posting here perhaps even more than earlier. However, I've promessed to myself I will not look at porn sites. It may sound impossible, but once I've had internet at home every second day and I never did.
Hopefully it will be done.
Well, welcome back my friends to the show that never ends.

It was a struggle for me to quit looking at porn sites. But with prayer and dedication I have been successful.

JM

[SlowwHand]

"Dear God, I've been a baaaaad boy."

[Heresson]

I don't want to quit porn. Just downloading new stuff. I have tons of stuff, I think I should stop. I definitely quit downloading porn with kazaa, e-mule and the like. If someone tried it, perhaps he knows why.

[Sava]

Don't ever subscribe to a usenet service then... you will fill up your hard drive(s) in no time...

I mean, that's what people have told me... yeah...

[Jon Miller]

Originally posted by Heresson
I don't want to quit porn. Just downloading new stuff. I have tons of stuff, I think I should stop. I definitely quit downloading porn with kazaa, e-mule and the like. If someone tried it, perhaps he knows why.

The issue with me was/is addiction.. I would spend hours each night.

Addiction is generally not good, even when moderate ammounts is not very harmful.

JM

[LordShiva]

Originally posted by Heresson
I do have internet at home, so I'll be posting here perhaps even more than earlier.

[CrONoS]

Porn Addiction seems pretty harmless, but for me, looking at porn have changed how I look a woman and how i think about women. And that's not in the good way... (I'm 26 years old, looking at porn since 16y old)

My english vocabulary is lacking, but what I want to say is:

Porn have destoyed the "magic" that I was able to have when meeting women, when making love with them... and many things like this.
Porn have created a illusionnary world where I thought women were always looking for sex, always asking for sex; it have created an habit where as soon as I met a new girls, I always wanted to **** her... but at the same time; i was afraid of them(the women)... It's hard to explain... but I do thinks now, that porn are not harmless, and are pretty much more dangerous than we usually think.

[CrONoS]

Originally posted by Heresson
If someone tried it, perhaps he knows why.

yep...

[Jon Miller]

Originally posted by cronos_qc
Porn Addiction seems pretty harmless, but for me, looking at porn have changed how I look a woman and how i think about women. And that's not in the good way... (I'm 26 years old, looking at porn since 16y old)

My english vocabulary is lacking, but what I want to say is:

Porn have destoyed the "magic" that I was able to have when meeting women, when making love with them... and many things like this.
Porn have created a illusionnary world where I thought women were always looking for sex, always asking for sex; it have created an habit where as soon as I met a new girls, I always wanted to **** her... but at the same time; i was afraid of them(the women)... It's hard to explain... but I do thinks now, that porn are not harmless, and are pretty much more dangerous than we usually think.

I also feel this is the case. I hope to change some of it back by stopping looking at porn. I also think that there are things that porn makes us more into than we would otherwise be (I was not at all interested in anal sex until it started appearing in all the porn a few years back, now I would like to try it.. despite knowing that most women do not like it).

I rarely look at porn now, sometimes I get pulled into it.. but basically not (probably less than once a week). It was something I decided to shoot for as a new years resolution.

If you think about it, thanks to the internet, I have probably seen more porn than a hardcore porn purveyor of the 70s.

I didn't look at porn until I had been masturbating for a couple years (it was a Hustler my brother got when I was 12), I didn't look at much more porn than this (and a couple other mags I would sometimes see) until after I graduated highschool (age 17), then I started on the internet (and saw my first porn movies). That was a huge change.

I really think that internet porn changed things for the worse.. (despite the fact that all the really good stuff I have seen has been internet porn.. I don't really like the look sof the traditional porn stars as much)

Jon Miller