I might not come back here..... I guess........ convince me otherwise or not, either.

[Barnabas]

Get a foot massage

or some new age stones of different colours, nails in your back, stuff

[Ninot]

Get a hobby which keeps you social.

[Heresson]

I might not come back here..... I guess........

[Dis]

I have decided Thorn doesn't have a monopoly on sorrow. . (also a good ST song). I can wallow in more self pity than he does. I can throw out more desperate pleas for attention. I am simply the best. . Time to threadjack.

Simply put, Thorn has it better than me. And I get tired of people who have it better than me complaining about their lives. There is simply no point in my going on. All I'm doing is burning fossil fuels, wasting resources and causing global warming. I have no hope of reproduction, therefore I'm a waste. There is not one single woman in a city of almost 1 million women that will have sex with me. What's the point in me going on? They always say you should be able to be happy by yourself first. That's a load of horse****. If I was happy by myself, why would I need a woman? I actually don't think that of the over 100 million women in this country, that a single one will want to be with me. I just don't have the masculine qualities a woman wants. Things would be easier if I was gay.

Even starving people in Ehtiopia have it better than me. At least they can get laid and find love. Love is all that matters. That is far more important than monetary wealth. And starving isn't that difficult. I haven't been eating. I lost 10 pounds in 1 month. My bones are starting to show through. It's not that big a deal. No one has it worse than me. And those stupid tv commercials aren't going to guilt trip me into sending them money.

What's the point in going on without a mate? To play computer games? Computer games are stupid and a waste of time. To watch crappy hollywood movies? Not any better. If I had friends, it wouldn't be so bad. The only people who talk to me, are people who use me. I'm an easy person to use because I'm so nice.

I actually bought the car I bought to kill myself in. I can't intentionally kill myself (like drive into a brick wall). I've known this ever since I put a gun in my mouth. I simply cannot pull the trigger. I'm not sure what stops me exactly, but something does. So I bought a really fast car to kill myself. The problem is I'm an excellent driver. I've already driven 145 mph, and I'm still alive. I take corners at extreme rates of speed, I fishtail everywhere. But I can't wreck my car. There has to be an easier way to kill myself without actually having to kill myself. Suicide by cop is probably the best way for guys like me. But I'm not sure I want the publicity. I guess it doesn't matter if I'm dead.

So in the meantime, I shall continue to occasionally post here as I count down the days until I die.

[Stuie]

C'mon, Dis. You can do better than that.

[Deity Dude]

Thorn please definitely stay.

You make more sense than most of the posters here.

[Barnabas]

Diss, You live in the USA right?
cant you at least get a mexican woman or some kind of ilegal immigrant?

[Zoid]

Originally posted by Dis
Where is that attention whore picture at?

You mean this?



Or this?

[Dis]

Originally posted by Stuie


C'mon, Dis. You can do better than that.

yeah I know, I'm off my game.

Sometimes I wonder how animals in the wild feel when they can't get any. You know when you watch those nature shows and the dominant males get all the action. What's the point of pure survival? Animals are lucky because they do not feel emotion like we do. They don't have to deal with the fact that they are weak, and they will never find a mate.

But as I said, I have 4 walls and a roof over my head. And I have plenty of money. I'm just not depressed enough to really go on a self pitying rant. I'm actually in a halfway decent mood. Though don't ask me why.

[Herra Gautason]

I'm actually in a halfway decent mood. Though don't ask me why.

Why, Why Dis?