i can't live without her..

[Capt Dizle]

I can't. But nothing means anything outside the context of her. Yes, I know that I am suffering from a form of insanity. Yes, I know, all that you will say. But, I cannot live without her.

[Theben]

Sure you can. You did quite well before you met her.

Some details and context would help though.

[Mrs. Tuberski]

Originally posted by Theben
Sure you can. You did quite well before you met her.

Some details and context would help though.

no kiding might be good to know just what it is you cant live with out.

[Capt Dizle]

I met her when we were kids. Been 35 years. Yeah, I know its crazy. Doesn't mean its not real.

Fault is mine. I am the one who is defective.

Nevertheless, the pain is just as real, regardless.

Some of us are born into dead ends, others choose it.

I don't think it matters much whatso when you come to the end of the road. It hurts.

[DaShi]

Wondering just how bad it can get?

[notyoueither]

Originally posted by Capt Dizle
I met her when we were kids. Been 35 years. Yeah, I know its crazy. Doesn't mean its not real.

Damn. Not crazy at all. Doesn't get much more real than that.

But, you know what? The sun is gonna come up tomorrow. It might not seem like it, but life will get better again.

[Mrs. Tuberski]

ok either she is getting married to another guy or she chose to not date ya, or both. Dam i still suck at that jedi mind reading thingy

[notyoueither]

He just lost a relationship that lasted half of many lifetimes.

[Mrs. Tuberski]

if ur in love with the girl its not crazy that you couldnt tell her. If your to late to tell her it is still not crazy

[Capt Dizle]

Originally posted by DaShi
Wondering just how bad it can get?

It can get pretty bad.

I can divide the fact from the infatuation. I know that I mean nothing to her. Just, at most, a diversion, something to alleviate the boredom. That is about all I have ever been to her.

For me, however, she has been just about everything. An obsession. I admit it. What can I say.

I guess if I am nuts, I am honestly nuts. You don't hang on to a girl for 35 years unless you are truely nuts. So, color me cashews.

[Mrs. Tuberski]

i cant tell if he was in a reltation ship or not. thats what i was asking. If so maybe some of us can help if it broke up suddenly

[notyoueither]

Oops. Your intuition may have trumped mine. Go figure.

[Mrs. Tuberski]

ok now i seem to get it, ur not nuts just human. The girl is obvisouly worth your attention so she isnt a waste of time. I find it hard to give my opinion if you arent asking for one.

[Capt Dizle]

Originally posted by Mrs. Tuberski
ok now i seem to get it, ur not nuts just human. The girl is obvisouly worth your attention so she isnt a waste of time. I find it hard to give my opinion if you arent asking for one.

I appreciate you. Regardless of what one might think, the people at Poly are good people at the core.

I am just hurting.

[Mrs. Tuberski]

i am sorry to hear ur hurting. this girl must have been a gift to ya. As hard as it might seem to say goodbye its never said it isnt for the best at the moment. Leting go of someone you love is hard but hoping they come back after is even harder i know. I hope that your hurt eases soon enough though