Please hold a minute of silence

[Atahualpa]

and mourn with me the loss of my mother...

She was just 45 and the center of the family, the happiest woman on earth and all of a sudden... she's not there anymore. Something with the brain or a heartattack and she wasn't discovered for a while, my father tried everything he could to reanimate her, but nobody could help her, they said to could get the blood circuit going later on, but... no she's dead... man I'm crying, I have cried... I don't know, this is the first time death struck my family and it was so unforseeable and damn it had to take my mom... damn damn damn damn

She died on a sunny september 22th, just as sunny as she was

[chequita guevara]

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You have my deepest condolances.

[monolith94]

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[BeBMan]

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[Tingkai]

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[KrazyHorse]

I'm so sorry.

I don't look forward to the day I lose my mother or my father.

The only times I've cried in the last 15 years (since I was a kid) was at the 3 funerals for my grandparents (my other grandparent died when I was 5)

I'm going to completely ****ing break down when one of my parents goes.

I hope your mother knew how much you cared for her. That's all that you can ask.

I'm not a religious man, so I can't pray for you, but you'll be in my thoughts tonight as I fall asleep. Stay strong for your family, but don't be afraid to share your pain with them.

[germanos]

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[Atahualpa]

Thank you and don't worry I am not religious for myself... I can find no salvation there not even now. But anyway, it always happens to the wrong people, she was such a good person, always happy, gave so much to everyone. It is such a pain. She did not deserve it and if she had to die alone and struggle a while, we can never forgive ourselves... this is our worst fear, because she did not want to be alone, never and she died alone... it's so horrible.

We are 4 people left + my grandparents. My father, my sister, my brother and me... My sister is going to have a meeting with a psychologist today, we don't know yet if it's necessary, but better that.. she's just 16..

[Saras]

Originally posted by KrazyHorse
I'm so sorry.

I don't look forward to the day I lose my mother or my father.

The only times I've cried in the last 15 years (since I was a kid) was at the 3 funerals for my grandparents (my other grandparent died when I was 5)

I'm going to completely ****ing break down when one of my parents goes.

I hope your mother knew how much you cared for her. That's all that you can ask.

I'm not a religious man, so I can't pray for you, but you'll be in my thoughts tonight as I fall asleep. Stay strong for your family, but don't be afraid to share your pain with them.

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[Dinner]

Originally posted by chegitz guevara
You have my deepest condolances.

Seconded. It is never easy to lose a parent and I know I had difficulties when my mother died. My heart goes out to you.

[Dinner]

Originally posted by Atahualpa
My sister is going to have a meeting with a psychologist today, we don't know yet if it's necessary, but better that.. she's just 16..

It is better to be safe then sorry and it never hurts for children or teens to have someone whom they can talk to about their feelings. Especially after they have experienced such a loss.

[Nostromo]

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[Gatekeeper]

Remember, Atahualpa, you're *never* alone. NEVER.

I'll be thinking of you ...

Gatekeeper

[Frozzy]

I send my heartfelt condolences to you, Atahualpa... certainly the two darkest days in any person's life are when their parents die, but remember, there is always somebody there with you, and always will be. I hope you lean on, rely upon, and look back upon with gratitude your family and friends in the future... at the moment they are there for you.

Hopefully your final goodbyes are full of hope and praise, and far more jovial than how you're feeling at the moment... I'm sure that's what she would have wanted...

[alva]

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