girl thread

[dannubis]

psycho-analysis at work !!!

[Pekka]

I'm surprised Az picked the option up.. I was expecting tens of more trolls 'omg he's w@nking all day long that's why he isnt' posting!11'.

[Az]

Az, you SOB Ok I can tell you know.. Yes, the number wasn't in use,

SOB, yes, but also always right.

PWNED


Better luck this time

[Pekka]

yeah.. but like said, this is very common in here.. people change their operators all the time.. it's easy and simple, happens to everyone. So... that wasn't a downer. I'm getting ready so no problem.

[Az]

Like I said, we're all holding our fingers for you.

[Pekka]

yeah them middle fingers .. nah.. ok.. nggh... I need to poo first. And maybe puke. Have a pack of smokes too.

[Urban Ranger]

Originally posted by Pekka
yeah.. but like said, this is very common in here.. people change their operators all the time.. it's easy and simple, happens to everyone

Here we can take the mobile numbers with us when we change operators. Quite nice.

[Urban Ranger]

Originally posted by Pekka
Have a pack of smokes too.

I thought you quitted?

[Pekka]

UR, oh yeah it's the same in here, but like a year or go or so the number usually changed too. Now you can keep the same number, while changing operators.

[Pekka]

I think God is playing a sick game on me. I called, after eating my fingers and hands and almost getting diarrhea, and it went straight to the answering machine in her cell. I didn't leave a message though, so she won't get it.

DAMN IT!

With my luck, she's at summer vacation in some distant location for few weeks, I call her every day and make myself sick while doing it.. DAMN IT! I will try later on today again or maybe tomorrow. Or maybe the cell phone is closed, or maybe the battery run out. Who knows. Phuck..

[Ted Striker]

Originally posted by Pekka
Az, you SOB Ok I can tell you know.. Yes, the number wasn't in use, the cell phone number. It's quite normal in here so it's nothing to worry about. I have her new number now from the number service center and ... I'm back in square one. I will call her, into the number she has, today. Last time I was in brink of heart attack already. It's like when you are executed and the gun jams first, and then they change the weapon and then they execute you. IN the meantime you go 'wtf? You must be kidding me .. ohgh you ****ers!'.

So, I'll call in few hours again.

[child of Thor]

Yeah - this kind of continual sufering is cruel to bare. Good luck anyway pekka - people like you who have shown loyalty(to your love for her) over such a long time deserve a good result.

I like happy endings - so i'm keeping my fingers crossed, just dont give up on your quest

[Pekka]

I don't know.. I'm thinking after I actually picked up the phone now twice, maybe this isn't meant to be even when I feel so. I just don't know. Yesterday and today, I've been thinking maybe the best solution is to get over it, connect with someone else or something. I trust in my fate. If it's meant to happen, it's meant to happen. I'll prolly bump into her somewhere anyway when I change my residence back to the old neck of the woods anyway, plus we have mutual acquaintances so it's bound to happen at some point. I'm not talking about quitting though. I've just been thinking, maybe this isn't such a great idea after all. I mean, she says OK let's go out then what? We still live in different cities, she ain't moving in with me from another city just like that. And I can't move there either. Long distance then? Nah, won't work. I mean yeah it can work but.. I mean I have to think about myself. I want to get my degree, keep my eyes on the goal and not let anyone interrupt me with emotions and stuff. I need to stay cool and rock. I've been thinking that ever since I started with this whole emotions things again, I have achieved less in hard cold statistics, and it made me weaker. So, from now on, I'm only allowed to feel pissed off and angry, and victorious to balance it out. Plus, there might be a small chance of me fighting too (competition), so I'm not going to let my mind go into stupid places. Romance and what ever crushy tushy is in the ban now for unknown time.

[Az]

That's a shame. How far away is she? is it like 100kms?

[Harovan]

I know I discouraged you at page 1, and still think it is not going to happen.

However, if you don't pick up the damn phone now and actually dial her number and talk to her, you're going to keep that unresolved matter with you for quite some more time. Clear it up. Now!

You have some chance that it works. Let's assume it's 1%. If that happens, you still have time to figure how it can work. If you love each other, you will find a way. Guaranteed.

In the more likely event (99%) that it won't work out, you have gotten that off your soul. Certainty is a good tool to get over it.

Uncertainty, i.e. your present state, is not.

Another option would be to add +1 to the "l:" category in your sig. For that is not supercitizen, who acts as you do now. And NO, WE WON'T ASK.