I need help. I have conservative parents who wont let me do anything that isn't withiin what they percieve to be my "personality". I can't exercise because I never did it as a child. I can't sleep with ANYTHING off because as a child I always slept with my days cloths on. I can't eat burgers because I never have before. I can't look at pictures of females at all (at least not intentionally) because I never did before. Heck, they wont even let me have my own ROOM because I didnt have one as a child. Do you know how......ODD it is to sleep with your parents at the age of 14?! The only thing I'm allowed to do that I wasnt allowed to do before is go into the store unescorted.
My life is EXTREMLY odd. I stay in the house all day. I have friends at school BUT they can't come over, and I can't go over. I've never been able to go out of the house alone AT ALL......I feel so boxed in, I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SIMPLY LEAVE.
I'm also the geek of the family. Theyve hailed me as the "smartest one yet", etc etc.....So then there are the expectations. I have to get straight A's (though now I dont because I have depression). I think you guys know the expectations.
I need help. How do I tell them I'M CHANGING without offending them? Without breaking their high image of me? This is becoming UNBEARABLE!!!!!!!!
Long live Poland!
My life is EXTREMLY odd. I stay in the house all day. I have friends at school BUT they can't come over, and I can't go over. I've never been able to go out of the house alone AT ALL......I feel so boxed in, I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SIMPLY LEAVE.
I'm also the geek of the family. Theyve hailed me as the "smartest one yet", etc etc.....So then there are the expectations. I have to get straight A's (though now I dont because I have depression). I think you guys know the expectations.
I need help. How do I tell them I'M CHANGING without offending them? Without breaking their high image of me? This is becoming UNBEARABLE!!!!!!!!
Long live Poland!
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