I find myself being more and more of an ******* lately. The other day I was talking to my mom and I just didn't wanna hear what she was saying and I just lost my temper all out. I didnt curse at her but I just cut her off and said I had to go. I used to be much more patient than I am now. These days I dont have time to help someone and all I really do is go home. I'm just so tired of poeple sometimes. I'm quicker to judge people than I used to be and I hate being that way, but I just don't have patience with people anymore. Sometimes I'll see something here and it will set me off and I'll write some pretty mean **** in response, but usually I just close the window and move on. And those damn santa smilies just make it worse I think. Yesterday a guy that had been a friend for a long time went on and on and on about something completely stupid and it took everything I had not to beat the crap out of him. My best friend saw that I was getting agitated and changed the subject so I could leave. I'm not violent or anything, I just hate people more. A good deal of them anyway.
Apparently I can still laugh though. The other morning I was getting in my truck to take off and a black cat jump out of a low hanging tree onto the hood. I reved the engine and the stupid thing just stood there. I'm thinking this cat is crazy so I got out and tried to shoe it away and it just walked around and finally when I walked up to it, it jumped off and ran away. That evening I had a flat tire coming home and changed it in the rain. I found myself laughing as I was changing the tire. It was either that or kick my truck and I didn't want to break my foot.
Apparently I can still laugh though. The other morning I was getting in my truck to take off and a black cat jump out of a low hanging tree onto the hood. I reved the engine and the stupid thing just stood there. I'm thinking this cat is crazy so I got out and tried to shoe it away and it just walked around and finally when I walked up to it, it jumped off and ran away. That evening I had a flat tire coming home and changed it in the rain. I found myself laughing as I was changing the tire. It was either that or kick my truck and I didn't want to break my foot.
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