This is it, I am kicking

[Blisterz]

Well, In case some of you didn't know, I am a heroin addict. to make this short, I am kicking this week. No more junk, morphine methadone, nothing. I will be checking myself into detox tommorrow morning. I have to do it this time, for way too many reasons to list here. I really don't want to stay on Methadone for the rest of my life, what is the point of trading a 'fun' drug for a state administered one. So anyway guys, wish me luck I am really going to need it.


P.S. sorry for the rant.

[Chowlett]

Good luck mate - you can do it!

[mordhiem]

Yeah, go for it!

[Blisterz]

Originally posted by Chowlett
Good luck mate - you can do it!

Thanks, I am not too worried about the sickness, it the dsepression that gets me. day 3-6 are the worst. after that it starts to get a little bit eaiser. I am cheating a little, I am sneaking a few valium in with me, you know, to help me sleep that bad days .

[red_jon]

Hope it all goes well

And remember-

[BlackStone]

I hope it goes well.



Have your tried before?

[Blisterz]

Originally posted by red_jon
Hope it all goes well

And remember-

Ouch, guess your are not to into the 'harm managment' softer aproch huh?

[Asher]

Good luck man, you can do it.

[Blisterz]

Originally posted by BlackStone
I hope it goes well.



Have your tried before?

Ya, 2 years ago, made it 4 days and just cracked. I was living with people that used back then so it was really hard to be around it. The day I cracked my dealer asked me to tie him off (for you guys that don't know what I mean, the 'belt' thing you see in the movies. Well, I was too weak and watching him get off made me need a hit.

This time I am doing it right.

[BlackStone]

I hope it goes well.



Have your tried before?

[Blisterz]

Originally posted by BlackStone
I hope it goes well.



Have your tried before?

see above for answer

[red_jon]

Be careful, Poly addiction can be far worse than drugs

[BlackStone]

Sorry about the double post. I have read somewhere that it is hard for ex users to go back to the same places as they use to use (for want of a better expression) and not be strongly tempted to go back on it.

I know it sounds harsh but if you make it this time I would seriously consider changing where you live and keeping well away from old dealers. I maybe cynical but you might find that some people would prefer you back the way you were.

I hope you make it - then its the rest of your life ahead of you with you in the drivers seat

[Caligastia]

Good luck!

[Blisterz]

Originally posted by BlackStone
Sorry about the double post. I have read somewhere that it is hard for ex users to go back to the same places as they use to use (for want of a better expression) and not be strongly tempted to go back on it.

I know it sounds harsh but if you make it this time I would seriously consider changing where you live and keeping well away from old dealers. I maybe cynical but you might find that some people would prefer you back the way you were.

I hope you make it - then its the rest of your life ahead of you with you in the drivers seat

You sound way too much like a motavational speaker, its almost scary. kidding.