Well I'm still watching the LOTR FOTR extras on DVD and amazed by the miniatures and their littlest details and perfection. So it got me thinking perfection and moments of clarity. Few times when it's been close, and life threatning situation that comes unsuspectedly, your brains start functioning in survival mode pumping all kinds of fluids that enables you to do your best and then some to survive. The last time was with a car and snow with ice and involved few trucks and too heavy gas foot and losing the control of the car in the worst possible moment meaning if control doesn't come back ASAP, it'll be me crashing with a truck at high speed, with a small car, certain death. Almost impossible situation, but somehow I didn't panic, though there was little feeling of Oh ****, this is it. I didn't see the film, nicely edited movie of my life, nothing like that.. only Oh ****. Which makes me thinking, maybe I lived ok, no regrets.
Anyway! The feeling is quite awesome itself. I know it involves adrenaline, but what else? What exactly happens then, physically and mentally? You kind of feel this moment of absolute clarity, you know what you must do or at least try to do to survive, and you'll do it the best way you can without thinking twice about it. Concentration is 3000% and you only see and think the problem ahead, and it all comes clear in fractions of a second. If it's really threatning and by surprise, you don't even feel scared, or think about it if it comes by surprise. Afterwards you might feel a bit strange though, maybe because of the adrenaline flow and mix of feelings. If the odds were against you, you're most likely very happy to be alive, if without scratches.. it almost feels religious and a miracle.
I'd like that I could have that concentration and ability to perform like that when ever I need to, even if it's not matter of life and death. What happens?
Oh and the most interesting part is that you don't freeze, or go into panic.. because of the high level of super concentration and performing, you are actually calm and feel calm, though your heart is about to depart your body pumping like a teenager in speed at techno club. Then after the situation is over and you beat the odds, you are kind of numb and ears ringing and almost fever like feeling, that suggests adrenaline flow. Then comes another moment of clarity, the realization you are alive and for that you're grateful for few seconds like you've never felt before.
Anyway! The feeling is quite awesome itself. I know it involves adrenaline, but what else? What exactly happens then, physically and mentally? You kind of feel this moment of absolute clarity, you know what you must do or at least try to do to survive, and you'll do it the best way you can without thinking twice about it. Concentration is 3000% and you only see and think the problem ahead, and it all comes clear in fractions of a second. If it's really threatning and by surprise, you don't even feel scared, or think about it if it comes by surprise. Afterwards you might feel a bit strange though, maybe because of the adrenaline flow and mix of feelings. If the odds were against you, you're most likely very happy to be alive, if without scratches.. it almost feels religious and a miracle.
I'd like that I could have that concentration and ability to perform like that when ever I need to, even if it's not matter of life and death. What happens?
Oh and the most interesting part is that you don't freeze, or go into panic.. because of the high level of super concentration and performing, you are actually calm and feel calm, though your heart is about to depart your body pumping like a teenager in speed at techno club. Then after the situation is over and you beat the odds, you are kind of numb and ears ringing and almost fever like feeling, that suggests adrenaline flow. Then comes another moment of clarity, the realization you are alive and for that you're grateful for few seconds like you've never felt before.
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