I'm a big sissie

[Pekka]

I think I'm becoming a puss.. Today, I was challenged by obnoxious teen. I didn't take the challenge. And he was a real little punk. It's not like I didn't want to.. But something came into me and I just continued walking and he kept shouting insults at me. What's wrong with me? I should have stomped his little wannabegangsta 120 pound ass to pulp and injure his friend as well.

Why? It's not like I feel any better now. I did the correct thing, but I didn't do the right thing, which is to teach a lesson to these little punks who think they own the neighbourhood with their rotten attitudes and hanging clothes.

But next time I will trash them all.

Also, it was dark, and this lady came up from nowhere and I honked the horn (in traffic) and she pounded on my hood once and gave me the eye. What did I do? Opened the window and said sorry, and when she insulted me, I said I'm sorry again. WTF?! I should have insulted her ass all the way to biaatchville she came from.

am I sick?

[Pekka]

Also, I deliberately dodged gym today, knowing I had to do sparring with this dude I knew would hit me hard.
It's like I'm getting submitted.

I say NOOOO! I will not fall under demands
I say NOOOO! I will not continue being a sissie
I say NOO! I will not lose this game!

I need to get my act together.

[Spec]

Yes, yes you are.

No, you are just a good guy deep down. I would need to be like you sometimes....Would have saved me much trouble.

Spec.

[Cruddy]

You're just feeling a bit down. Low confidence perhaps.

Anyway, I love ignoring teens. The most valuable thing you can give to a child is attention.

I'm a tight arsed git. Anyway, I just look forward to the day when those troubled teens are pushed into the shower with a bunch of life sentence convicts.

No doubt about it. I am sick.

[Pekka]

Cruddy, no no no.. the best is when someone who thinks he's a tough guy, wanting to show his buddies how he can be a bad ass gets submitted . They don't think you will respond to insults. They are used to that. No one will step up. The surprise is when you suddenly turn around and say 'bring it on *****' and kick his ass to the gutter. Usually if you just turn around and look like you're not to be messed with, it's funny because the insulted punk starts is cauight by surprise and you can see he's usually little scared at that point, but he needs to remain tough because his friends are watching. THat's the best time to rumble . TOtal humiliation. I don't do this naturally, but at least usually I do look back if he really wants to go, but they usually just keep shouting. This kid wanted to go. I dodged. I'm a sissie . I lost. To a punk teen. I bet right now he's talking all that.. thinking he's bad. I prefer he'd be using some ice in his forehead and trying to avoid the subject 'man you fought bad!' with his buddies .

[Pekka]

NO. The problem is I don't want to be a regular chump. Someone who goes 9-5 and gets insulted by little punks.
God damn I need to rethink some things. I got a PM from someone and he made me realize something. I'm not doing what I really want to do. My passion is elsewhere.
I need to start training.

[Datajack Franit]

Puah! You call yourself a man? Go and smash a foot of yours on his face so hard he won't believe what happened

[Japher]

The punkarse and the old lady were just your desire not to cause comfrontation... Has nothing to do with being a sissy. You are just realizing that it is a lot easier to be a part of the solution instead of part of the problem...

The ditching gym because you don't want to spar makes you a) a sissy, b) gay, or c) lazy... you decide.

[Pekka]

Japher, I'm not very confrontational person.. I don't go looking for trouble, I don't insult people, I try to ignore like I didn't see it/didn't hear it, but when it's right to my face.. man this is not right.
And about the gym, that's pure 100% sissy, because the other case I'm sure I'd be victorious, but this case I think I knew I'd get my ass handed to me. What's the world coming to.

[Japher]

but this case I think I knew I'd get my ass handed to me.

Then you were just being smart, I guess.

[MrFun]

So we still idealize masculinity as being violent??

[General Ludd]

Originally posted by MrFun
So we still idealize masculinity as being violent??

It's not a matter of what we 'idealize as be masculine' it's a matter of idealizing masculinity.

[Pekka]

There's nothing wrong with teaching lesson to punks. It's always good. Because they have ordered it. You just have to serve it.

[Caligastia]

There's nothing wrong with walking away from a fight. I've had people try and provoke me into a fight, but fighting just doesn't interest me. If I was backed into a corner then sure, but otherwise no. Mostly people don't pick fights with me though as I'm 6'5" (196cm) and 235 pounds.

[VetLegion]

As elections for the new Pope are getting closer, Pekka is preparing a starting position for himself by turning the other cheek. Will he be the first Finn Pope? The world awaits....