It's good to be a man

[ZEE]

I am Christian, Zee!

Not a very effective shield I have discovered. Your heart betrays you.

[Serb]

I'll die with my own heart, despite a transplantation could prolong my life.

I am a VERY BAD Christian, a very bad one!
I am full of sins.
But, I am not lost, unlike you are.

[ZEE]

We shall see. Meantime you should know that...

MY CHRISTIAN ENEMIES OWN CHURCHES.

[Serb]

I hardly can explain my feelings about my upcoming end. But your joke about my heart don't touch me at all, for sure.
I had a great life!
I've been baptised when I was 36 years old, because that was own adult decision.
I have made this choice, but no one for me!
Few years from that moment the God was carrying me on his own hands, making me happy.
Then I have returned to what I am and lost my faith, not completely, but to some extent - I don't know how to explain that.
And I am still what I am!
I'm not a religious fanatic, who want to find another life, because he is doomed.
I am just happy with the life I had!
I knew a real love!
And I knew a lot of women besides it.
I've always reached my goals.
So, I pretty happy with my lot.
And I'm not afraid to die!
Because, I have already died 1,5 year ago and know perfectly how it feels!

So, how anyone of you stupid trolls can harm me with your jokes, if none of you have ever seen death! And doesn't know how it feels that your next breath will be your last?

[Serb]

When you've experienced this feeling once (and it is the most terrible, animal feeling) - there is nothing you can scare about after, trust me!

[Serb]

But you are a lost soul, like your whole West, which is falling to abyss rapidly.
That is your lot, not mine!

[Elok]

Serb, if you really are close to death, I urge you not to waste too much of your remaining time on us. I don't mean "stop bugging us and go away," I mean that we're a bunch of guys on the internet who enjoy giving you a hard time. We don't matter. I don't think you even need our forgiveness; this is all posturing internet bull****. Please use what you've got with the people you love, getting things right with them and God. You can't control who wins in Ukraine or why it happens or what we think about it, but you can control how your own story ends.

EDIT: Sorry, that came out sounding preachier than I meant it to.

[Serb]

I always stood for justice, Elok!
That is what I am!
Why do you want me to betray that best part of what I am?

[Serb]

I am fine, don't worry! I am enjoying my days, as I can!

[Serb]

But, sometimes there goes a reminder like today and you start to be upset, sad, calm (it's hard to explain).

[Serb]

The Doc have said I have 5 years at best, but can be done every second from now.
Well, **** happens!

[Serb]

As, I've said already - I don't care! I can outlive any of you. None of you knows what will happen to him the next day.

[Serb]

But, what I do care about is you (the West) to stop being arrogant bigots and try to live in peace with my country.

Because otherwise that will end-up very badly.

[Serb]

How can I betray my mission, I've carried for 20+ years

[Elok]

I always stood for justice, Elok!
That is what I am!
Why do you want me to betray that best part of what I am?

I refuse to believe that arguing with a bunch of foreign strangers--and having most of the conversation in either direction consist of insults and braggadocio, and maybe half-convincing one person after years of effort--seriously represents the best part of who you are. If you ever take time out of your day to scratch a dog's tummy, that is a better part of who you are than this. Likewise if you ever sit down at a restaurant with people who like you and have a good time just talking and joking. Either one is in some small way making the world a better and happier place. "LOL your arguments are dumb and so are you" is at best a guilty pleasure, to be indulged sparingly.