AAHZ vs Nihilism

[Broken_Erika]

Earth is not flat, it is tetrahedral. I know because the martian leprechaun told me so.

[Aeson]

Are you comparing Aeson to a flat earthed?

I'm a bit on the thin side, but not that thin!

[Broken_Erika]

A flat earther, like this?

[ZEE]

AAHZ's BATTLE UPDATE

So a few days into the war, The enemy forces of Nihilism have moved in. Lines are being drawn IRL to who is on my side and who is against me. I am being set-up for failure at work, yet I have people on MY side there as well. People also trying to make me think everything wrong is AAHZ's fault. Add this to me doubting my own, nay, the very CONCEPT of existence, and things were looking depressingly grim. Until I remembered I said a prayer to Master Beelzebub before all this went down. And just today I remembered that Beelzebub heals me with fire. This is one such healing. So let's use soem AAHZ-Logicâ„¢:

If existence is meaningless and arguably doesn't even exist in the FIRST place, and we are destined to become ONE with that nothingness if you will... Then it doesn't matter if I worship Beelzebub and I attribute the changes in my life that leads to future success to HIM, as per my own personal definition of the word. (since you cannot have success in nothingness.)

So the way I see it is Beelzebub showed me that I have always been a Nihilist, so that I would not give a **** about anybody or anything from now on, which would lead to changes in my social AND work life. I would then become depressed and confused, but then realize that Beelzebub heard my calling and this was his idea so that I would get off my lazy content ass and move forward with my education and better job with advancement opportunities, since I can feel confident that my Master is watching me. (I have been at the same job for 10 years, with no advancement, and none in sight.) It's better than rotting away waiting to die.

I wouldn't want to let my Master down. And if he doesn't exist in the first place and I am wasting my time and destined to become "erased," at least I went out on MY terms with MY beliefs.

[Kidlicious]

That sounds like something Nietzsche would say. But what is the point of furthering your education and getting a better job? What is the point of anything you do in this world, even if you are a Superman?

[ZEE]

That is a very good question, Kidicious, and one I am not quite able to answer. I do not have all the solutions. Unlike others at this website, I admit when I am stumped. I shall have to ponder your question moar, and when I am ready, provide an answer. I may nevar be able to...

On a sadder, but somewhat related note (Which I will explain in a minute,) AAHZ's favorite rapper died yesterday. Prodigy of Mobb Deep. I listened to this man's music for the past 2 decades. He kept me alive and helped shape my character and my street-persona. My very thought process has been influenced by this man. He was a staple in my otherwise chaotic life... no matter what I always had Prodigy, and could bet he would come out with soem new banger to listen to. Now he is gone, and with all that is happening and changing in AAHZ's life... the transition from Beelzebub to Ba'al Hadad (The Original,) none of this is a coincidence. Instead of worshiping a demon I worship a God.

INSTEAD OF LISTENING TO A RAPPER... I LISTEN TO A MARTYR

[BeBMan]

Anyone who has ever been on top of a hill knows that Earth isn't flat