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  • #1

    Wednesday madness

    So yesterday I went for my control MRI. Scared to death. Getting results on Wednesday. It's either or. Either I get good news and great relief and a party, or bad news and it's time to come up wiht a new strategy. I'll fight for sure but I'd like the good news instead.

    Either way, I've decided to take the epic walk. I just won't wait for anyone to film it then. I'll just, buy a camera, shoes, and walk. Walk until I can't walk anymore, meaning I'm quiet literally on a brink of death, or I'll finish it.

    I only arrange to see the kids often enough, everything else is gone. I'll quit my job, or I just don't go there. Maybe if I survive the walk and cancer, maybe they'll have me back but I'll jsut let them know I'm walking a long walk. I'll be back if I'll be back, if not, then not.

    Lets hope for the best though. I'll keep you posted.
    In da butt.
    "Do not worry if others do not understand you. Instead worry if you do not understand others." - Confucius
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  • #2
    be positive - I bet it will be good.

    I hate MRI's... unless they push me so far into that thing my head pops out the back. not too bad that way. otherwise all you can do is close your eyes and try to rest.

    I bet this is you soon!

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    • #3
      Who will take care of the kids while you are walking?
      “It is no use trying to 'see through' first principles. If you see through everything, then everything is transparent. But a wholly transparent world is an invisible world. To 'see through' all things is the same as not to see.”

      ― C.S. Lewis, The Abolition of Man​

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      • #4
        All Finns have pouches that allow them to carry their children until they are about 60 lbs. (28 kg)
        There's nothing wrong with the dream, my friend, the problem lies with the dreamer.

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        • #5
          Hope it's good news.
          I drank beer. I like beer. I still like beer. ... Do you like beer Senator?
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          • #6
            good luck pekka.
            "The Christian way has not been tried and found wanting, it has been found to be hard and left untried" - GK Chesterton.

            "The most obvious predicition about the future is that it will be mostly like the past" - Alain de Botton

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            • #7
              I think it'll be good news. I'm feeling fine. As for the walk, my mom will bring the kids to the route on preplanned check points, we'll see if we can arrange it like that or if it's too much for the kids... Spend few days with them in Europe.... then get back and spend a long time with them, and a long time before departure. But my mom... and their actual mom.
              In da butt.
              "Do not worry if others do not understand you. Instead worry if you do not understand others." - Confucius
              THE UNDEFEATED SUPERCITIZEN w:4 t:2 l:1 (DON'T ASK!)
              "God is dead" - Nietzsche. "Nietzsche is dead" - God.

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              • #8
                THis is strange. Usually at this time, when I thought that facts were on my side, as in I should be clean, I was much more nervous, afraid to die.

                Now I'm strangely confident. I don't know if that's a good sign or not. But I'm kind of confident.
                In da butt.
                "Do not worry if others do not understand you. Instead worry if you do not understand others." - Confucius
                THE UNDEFEATED SUPERCITIZEN w:4 t:2 l:1 (DON'T ASK!)
                "God is dead" - Nietzsche. "Nietzsche is dead" - God.

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                • #9
                  Supercitizen
                  Indifference is Bliss

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                  • #10
                    Wish you all the best, Pekka.
                    Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God.-Isaiah 41:10
                    I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made - Psalms 139.14a
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                    • #11
                      just keep buying time

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                      • #12
                        STILL CLEAR! YEah.... they still want me to do chemo though... they figure I've been strong enough so I should do the whole year, as in 3 more cycles... they are so protocol oriented perverts... but what can I say? Sure, let's do that. It only means I have to smoke more weed to enhance the chemo drugs' effect (it's actually a fact with my particular drug, or so someone wrote in a sketchy article.. I bought it!)

                        But I'm fine... I get to spend the Christmas with kids, still cancer free... I should have been dead before this Christmas but I'm not dead. Difficult to wrap my head around that thought. So I don't.
                        In da butt.
                        "Do not worry if others do not understand you. Instead worry if you do not understand others." - Confucius
                        THE UNDEFEATED SUPERCITIZEN w:4 t:2 l:1 (DON'T ASK!)
                        "God is dead" - Nietzsche. "Nietzsche is dead" - God.

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                        • #13
                          great news.
                          "The Christian way has not been tried and found wanting, it has been found to be hard and left untried" - GK Chesterton.

                          "The most obvious predicition about the future is that it will be mostly like the past" - Alain de Botton

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                          • #14
                            Pekka wins again!
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                            • #15
                              Awesome.
                              Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God.-Isaiah 41:10
                              I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made - Psalms 139.14a
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