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Making Peace.
I wish all of my former friends here (most don't post here oddly) that I put through hell, when i was having the worst depression of my life, knew how much i appreciate them, sad they all gave up right before i recovered (to a point i can stand things on day to day basis).
Among those,
Starchild,
Caesar the Great (one day just turned on me had enough i guess.. don't blame you, but it still hurt)
... a few others its been such a long time here i've forgotten their logins
. All have me on block
Thank you for sticking with me:
Giancarlo, Giant Squid (both gone as well).
Do I have any friends left here i wonder, I know some of you are over cynical/egotistical/rude/knowitalls, but I wouldn't be here if I didn't find you interesting/worthwhile. yes even ben kenobi
I'd even make peace with Ming, if he would stop being such a meany one of these days, glad he's not a moderator anymore that guy drove me to fits of rage, but i'm glad he only perm banned me once. At the time if i had been permbanned from yes a pathetic gaming forum forever it could have destabilized me to death probably, sad i know.
And danQ, if he's around i'll make peace with you for hiring ming to moderate me and the OT lol. and for the temp bans before then.
Albert Speer, albie as everyone calls him, see your gf thread for my full explanation.
Alexanders Horse, for taking advantage of my instability to gain control of my login and actually since i was ignoring people in real life at the time to cause a panic IRL. I always thought you were funny tho, what ever happened to you, hope a war didn't get you, though you did piss of the right person (not me).
TCO, for being mean to me all the time. Reminding me of der troopen des todes (or as he likes to put it the toad troops lmao).
PoisenFlower, my rl partner I hope you forgive me for ever bringing you here and the ridicule you immediatly recieved and total scepticism therein, I'm sorry people weren't as inviting as I had hoped and that you are stuck on that other rotten forum.
General Steelman, Craetsezar, for being banned for being my double logins and alternate personalities at the time lol.
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I know this sounds werid, and I'm actually not in a werid mood not going to jump of a cliff or die accidently or something (i hope, otherwise i'll be zombie posting i swear), just wanted to get this off my chest. In case some of you care, most probably aren't here now that do, pity.
I think if people that touch our lives no matter how big or small were appreciated on occasion the world would be a lot better place, that and forgiveness to those that are too ignorant, or selfish to know the difference.
Now don't get me wrong, evil exists and should be punished for what it does, but I think a bit more love and lot less hate would do the world better. Just my two cents.
Lastly, I appreciate Apolyton, for being there, and the internet for allowing it to exist, where I could express myself and learn and change and grow for the better, even if it is a rough ride sometimes.
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if this all sounds too wishy washy maybe it is, but this is how i really feel, now back to being mr prickly,
Thorn, out. STOP.
Among those,
Starchild,
Caesar the Great (one day just turned on me had enough i guess.. don't blame you, but it still hurt)
... a few others its been such a long time here i've forgotten their logins
. All have me on blockThank you for sticking with me:
Giancarlo, Giant Squid (both gone as well).
Do I have any friends left here i wonder, I know some of you are over cynical/egotistical/rude/knowitalls, but I wouldn't be here if I didn't find you interesting/worthwhile. yes even ben kenobi
I'd even make peace with Ming, if he would stop being such a meany one of these days, glad he's not a moderator anymore that guy drove me to fits of rage, but i'm glad he only perm banned me once. At the time if i had been permbanned from yes a pathetic gaming forum forever it could have destabilized me to death probably, sad i know.
And danQ, if he's around i'll make peace with you for hiring ming to moderate me and the OT lol. and for the temp bans before then.
Albert Speer, albie as everyone calls him, see your gf thread for my full explanation.
Alexanders Horse, for taking advantage of my instability to gain control of my login and actually since i was ignoring people in real life at the time to cause a panic IRL. I always thought you were funny tho, what ever happened to you, hope a war didn't get you, though you did piss of the right person (not me).
TCO, for being mean to me all the time. Reminding me of der troopen des todes (or as he likes to put it the toad troops lmao).
PoisenFlower, my rl partner I hope you forgive me for ever bringing you here and the ridicule you immediatly recieved and total scepticism therein, I'm sorry people weren't as inviting as I had hoped and that you are stuck on that other rotten forum.
General Steelman, Craetsezar, for being banned for being my double logins and alternate personalities at the time lol.
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I know this sounds werid, and I'm actually not in a werid mood not going to jump of a cliff or die accidently or something (i hope, otherwise i'll be zombie posting i swear), just wanted to get this off my chest. In case some of you care, most probably aren't here now that do, pity.
I think if people that touch our lives no matter how big or small were appreciated on occasion the world would be a lot better place, that and forgiveness to those that are too ignorant, or selfish to know the difference.
Now don't get me wrong, evil exists and should be punished for what it does, but I think a bit more love and lot less hate would do the world better. Just my two cents.
Lastly, I appreciate Apolyton, for being there, and the internet for allowing it to exist, where I could express myself and learn and change and grow for the better, even if it is a rough ride sometimes.
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if this all sounds too wishy washy maybe it is, but this is how i really feel, now back to being mr prickly,
Thorn, out. STOP.
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