What to do . . . .

[MrFun]

That's probably the best course of action. Getting drunk and laid is temporary and you are back where you started. Hang out with people who love you. Maybe meet some people at church. Just keep doing social things and work towards getting yourself out of this predicament, but don't think there is a magic cure. You may just meet a magic guy who completes you, but if not, you want to work at getting to a better, happier place.

Oh, and speak openly at the church gathering. If they are with Christ they will open their hearts to you and try to help. Good luck, my friend.

Awesome post! And after being back from church and then talking with a couple long-time, close friends on the phone I do feel better for time being. Could tomorrow be a better day??

While I was at work today, I overwhelmed myself with EVERYTHING that I've been worried about and started thinking negatively about some things about myself. Which then triggered my emotional break down on my way home.

As for finding a partner - I've been wanting one for seven to eight years now. I'm a complete person by myself and I need to find other ways to find happiness as a single person, but that does not stop me for still wanting a committed relationship with the right guy. But this was only one of several things that just hit me like falling bricks today.

[MrFun]

I also want to apologize to some of you on here, such as SlowwHand. I think in general, I've been more mean or insulting lately, than I usually am and I may have started this behavior around time I started feeling lousy.

But that's just a sh*tty excuse - feeling lousy myself doesn't entitle me to be a jerk on this site toward others, so I just want to apologize.

[SlowwHand]

Yes, you have been mean, and I haven't appreciated it. Now I know that there was an underlying current of emotion prompting such responses.
Here's a suggestion that you can accept or reject. Next time, just talk to me instead of griping at me.

[MrFun]

okay

[SlowwHand]

The holidays are a stressful time, curiously. One would think it a time to find inner peace, but no. We all have expectations. You not having a steady partner to share time with, for instance, creates stress. Shopping, stress. Times are hard, stress.
Deep breathing.

[MrFun]

(starts taking deep breaths)

[Imran Siddiqui]

I'm always insulting to Slow

[SlowwHand]

Well, we have an understanding. We know.

SOME people, I also know, but it's not the same circumstances.

[DaShi]

I've appreciated MrFun's meanness and would like to see more of it.

[David Floyd]

WTF is with all of this group hug lovey dovey bull****?

**** all you clowns, I'm gettin' some hookers and blow

[Theben]

I've appreciated MrFun's meanness and would like to see more of it.

FTW

[Japher]

Just be thankful you aren't a Texan.

[MrFun]

But if I was a Texan, I'd be ready to take on the world!