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Alright I'm furious now!
Well not really...... life just doesn't have the same kick it used to...... no excessive amounts of agnst or depression......... all i do is sleep now.....
Someone tell me something that will piss me off so i can get back on course......
or better yet
Ming do some moderation for christ sake... sigh it think i'm losing it.............. ok so here's the deal:
Approximately a year ago my coven cast a spell to rid me of my hate... well damn thing worked, now i'm just mildly displeased with everything...... I know longer have that burning desire to see the world go up in flames.... billions to die....... life to not exist in the universe anymore...... that kind of thing.......
I feel totally lost now........... now i've got some mushy love relationship with this girl i'm in love with, and i'm feeling so god damn boring......
I've completely almost stopped talking to Karl ( if you all remember the friendly nazi ghost that possesed my boyfriend for quite some time now)...... tho for how he acts (as an Ex-BF now) he might as well been possessed by grumpy from the 7 dwarves (Trademark rights reserved and all that jazz).....
I must be totally messed up in the head, I almost miss my depression........ I'm like all normalish now.........
No more trips to the mental hospitals, no more run ins with the FBI/SBI/Police, no making children weep...... what am i to do?
Stupid 9/11 ruined my plans to make terrorism turn a profit and become public entertainment (in a way).......hell what i cooked up i would have had a ticker on the stock exchnage, tho lately that don't seem like such a good idea anyways).... with this reality canned my plans for world domination, they are void due to lack of funding...... although with this economic situation all i'd need to do is become charasmatic again and blame people for problems and fix things with an iron fist, but i seem to lack that drive completly...... no more panzers through shopping malls or crap like that........ poor panzers.... they so liked to run people over and blow things up.
My life = Fail
Come to think of it other then tormenting God's messengers on earth i don't have a real purpose anymore..................... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalp meh. And i'm so damn unenergetic.
And before you rush to judgement I'm completely sober and medicated when i wrote this.
Thorn -
caged in normalicy
FREE ME!!
(disclaimer this is not meant as some mere way to make me join in some Childish games futily power struggling with Ming, i only bring you up, cause you really used to grind my gears on occasion and i'm desperatly clinging for any energy may it be petty anger or not)
EDIT: to fix some of my sloppy spelling least i haven't lost..... or wait i should be mad about that.... it makes me look like an idiot.... maybe i should stab a thesaurus or something.....
Someone tell me something that will piss me off so i can get back on course......
or better yet
Ming do some moderation for christ sake... sigh it think i'm losing it.............. ok so here's the deal:
Approximately a year ago my coven cast a spell to rid me of my hate... well damn thing worked, now i'm just mildly displeased with everything...... I know longer have that burning desire to see the world go up in flames.... billions to die....... life to not exist in the universe anymore...... that kind of thing.......
I feel totally lost now........... now i've got some mushy love relationship with this girl i'm in love with, and i'm feeling so god damn boring......
I've completely almost stopped talking to Karl ( if you all remember the friendly nazi ghost that possesed my boyfriend for quite some time now)...... tho for how he acts (as an Ex-BF now) he might as well been possessed by grumpy from the 7 dwarves (Trademark rights reserved and all that jazz).....
I must be totally messed up in the head, I almost miss my depression........ I'm like all normalish now.........
No more trips to the mental hospitals, no more run ins with the FBI/SBI/Police, no making children weep...... what am i to do?
Stupid 9/11 ruined my plans to make terrorism turn a profit and become public entertainment (in a way).......hell what i cooked up i would have had a ticker on the stock exchnage, tho lately that don't seem like such a good idea anyways).... with this reality canned my plans for world domination, they are void due to lack of funding...... although with this economic situation all i'd need to do is become charasmatic again and blame people for problems and fix things with an iron fist, but i seem to lack that drive completly...... no more panzers through shopping malls or crap like that........ poor panzers.... they so liked to run people over and blow things up.
My life = Fail
Come to think of it other then tormenting God's messengers on earth i don't have a real purpose anymore..................... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalp meh. And i'm so damn unenergetic.
And before you rush to judgement I'm completely sober and medicated when i wrote this.
Thorn -
caged in normalicyFREE ME!!
(disclaimer this is not meant as some mere way to make me join in some Childish games futily power struggling with Ming, i only bring you up, cause you really used to grind my gears on occasion and i'm desperatly clinging for any energy may it be petty anger or not)
EDIT: to fix some of my sloppy spelling least i haven't lost..... or wait i should be mad about that.... it makes me look like an idiot.... maybe i should stab a thesaurus or something.....
), and then realize that if you can enjoy some things some of the time there's no reason why you can't find more enjoyment in more things more often (cheezy/lame but true).
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