Petition to get Serb to come back.

[SlowwHand]

[ZEE]

you all dont give a **** anyway. this is the internet.

im supposed to lulz everything and be part of the pack and fade away forever with no mourning of passing. that is the WAY. like serb is gone now that is the WAY. we expect him to come back and the whole hivemind will ebb and flow on the curent dominant mindset at the time of any decision in his future here.

but you know what? when ye4ars form now when al ths is jsut a psssing lulz of bull**** on an archive somewhere. they will know that AAHZ had SOUL.

you will all never understand despite you have known me all this time. but you are not to blame. you are human beings..

[SlowwHand]

Originally posted by AAHZ
you all dont give a **** anyway. this is the internet.

im supposed to lulz everything and be part of the pack and fade away forever with no mourning of passing. that is the WAY. like serb is gone now that is the WAY. we expect him to come back and the whole hivemind will ebb and flow on the curent dominant mindset at the time of any decision in his future here.

but you know what? when ye4ars form now when al ths is jsut a psssing lulz of bull**** on an archive somewhere. they will know that AAHZ had SOUL.

you will all never understand despite you have known me all this time. but you are not to blame. you are human beings..

Don't blame me. I'm doing the best I can with what i was given to work with.

[ZEE]

know this then. you all go on about your daily lives and use this place as sort of a drug, a need subsided by your inner drives for whatever reason you TRULY post here is not the bull**** reasons you give everyone (ev1) else. you cant fool me with that crap.

i am also VERY familiar with teh whole LULZ philosophy and the "An Hero" and the "SRS BIDNESS" crap and all that bull**** that basicallly says people that take the internet too seriously are losers.

well this is not about the internet and i am not whining but am VERY drunk and had to edit this post carefully to make sure you understand it.

You all are not real people. You are just words on the screen and right now all i can say is the person typing the words on MY end of the screen is in an extreme amount of physical and mental pain. i have dealt with a tropical storm that dumped over 10 inches of rain and ruined part of my roof. I am physically sick with the flu. I have had a very hard life and its all catching up to me at the moment. I have thrown away my father and my childhood friend liek pieces of trash... just like they did to me. i really have nothing to live for.

yet here i am.

but this means nothing. am i TROLLED here? no cuz i STARTED this i trolled myself. why bother doing all the transcriptions, why bother with all the donations here and other places? why bother with all the contributions? why bother with my youtube channel and the thousands of hits i get on my 5 star videos? do you care? no

n00bs dont care. serb wont care he just wants to be unbanned. nobody really cares, yet you come back every day, competely blind to the TRUE feelings of the REAL people that make up this site you have spent large chunks of your life at. and STILL i am met with hostility and venom.

all this site is is an addiction. and it can be broken. so you all are really cancer that is harming me on that mindset right? but you know what?

despite the lulz? despite the crap and AAHZ-Threads. despite all the trolling and the ego bashing and the bans.

i like some of you for who you are and if this setting was taken away i would still like you if kept in contact years after. But i am losing my battle here. i dont post this out of pity or of compassion. i do it out of need to vent.

if you dont understand THAT you really dont need to post here anymore and are a hypocrit.

[Asher]

No one cares

[ZEE]

my point is proven then.

[Asher]

Wouldn't know, didn't read it

[Lancer]

You came to this drunk and insulting people and you haven't stopped. You need to come back when you are sober. AAHZ, sleep it off. The weather will change, the roof will get fixed, life goes on.

I remember when I was 17 years old, in the army in Germany. We were on manouvers in the freezing cold German mountains. The only track with a working heater was filled with officers and the temp was dropping fast. The only way we rank and file survived until morning was to huddle all of us in one track, jammed in like sardines. It sucked. There are bad days and there are good days. Now you've been rained on, your house damaged, etc etc. But the sun will come up on you as it did on us. You just gotta tough it out AAHZ.

[ZEE]

very well. i will stop out of my compassion for Lancer. BBL then.

[SlowwHand]

Herein lies the problem. He doesn't have a real problem, but he doesn't recognize the fact. He buries himself. You can see it in his music video thread that he posts ungodly amounts of the same repetitious crap.
AAHZ, we spoke of this. it's one thing to open one's mind to different things, but to become obcessive, I am. You make me feel normal. You're whack. You. I can thank. You helped me recognize that, no. I don't want to go there. Thank you, and good luck.

[Lancer]

Every rant counts one vote right?

As crazy as our good buddy AAHZ is, he stepped up and helped someone else. That says alot.

[CrONoS]

Hi!

[SlowwHand]

Congrats. Even a blind squirrel finds a nut ocassionally.

[Lancer]

Originally posted by CrONoS
Hi!

Hey CrONoS

You're not drunk are you?

[CrONoS]

Originally posted by Lancer


Hey CrONoS

You're not drunk are you?

A little... I feel real good tonight. It's pretty hot in Quebec city tonight.

So how are going everybody?

I see that Ahhz is feeling... "self destructive"... I feel that way sometimes. But I now have a girl roommate which help me a lot to feel better. I am a clown, and she love clown. So making a girl smile is always good!

Also when I come back from schoo, or from work; I'm not alone, sit in front of my computer; I have someone to spoke, to prepare the supper, to laught. Anyway; just wanted to say; that sharing your life with someone, is always good!!

So anyway; Ahhz, do you have debts, why don't you travel? Why don't you go elsewhere?