... and fast.
I've got some issues but derived from those, I've become too sensitive. Way too sensitive. I just saw Atonement and it forced some water out of my eye. Why? I'm losing my manhood.
Not only that, but I keep thinking about these victims of all kinds of things. When I heard about a boy breaking his neck, furiously masturbating and tipping off from his chair, I laughed. But now? Not funny. He had a father and a mother. He had friends. He might have had siblings. They must miss him very much.
Or about wars. So many lives lost for what exactly? We can always say it was the times, it had like a meaning, it wasn't exactly avoidable. BUt then again, for what? Weighing in the damage and lost, the reason for the wars to begin with just started to look so small. You give me a figure, say 10,000 died one day, just random people, maybe they were bombed. I didn't used to laugh at that earlier either, but now I think it's ****ing horrific. All the stories, all the individuals and their relationships, all their hopes and dreams, all their combined futures gone forever. Why? Because some douchebags decided it was meaningful and important. Well **** that!
People are idiots, this is nothing new. I love hip hop, but I'm beginning to grow tired about the language used. Why do you insist calling women hoes and *****es? What the hell is that, isn't your mother embarrased? Or glorifying violence and killing others because it's "no thang"? Well it is something, and if you don't realize it, then you're a douchebag.
I've got some issues but derived from those, I've become too sensitive. Way too sensitive. I just saw Atonement and it forced some water out of my eye. Why? I'm losing my manhood.
Not only that, but I keep thinking about these victims of all kinds of things. When I heard about a boy breaking his neck, furiously masturbating and tipping off from his chair, I laughed. But now? Not funny. He had a father and a mother. He had friends. He might have had siblings. They must miss him very much.
Or about wars. So many lives lost for what exactly? We can always say it was the times, it had like a meaning, it wasn't exactly avoidable. BUt then again, for what? Weighing in the damage and lost, the reason for the wars to begin with just started to look so small. You give me a figure, say 10,000 died one day, just random people, maybe they were bombed. I didn't used to laugh at that earlier either, but now I think it's ****ing horrific. All the stories, all the individuals and their relationships, all their hopes and dreams, all their combined futures gone forever. Why? Because some douchebags decided it was meaningful and important. Well **** that!
People are idiots, this is nothing new. I love hip hop, but I'm beginning to grow tired about the language used. Why do you insist calling women hoes and *****es? What the hell is that, isn't your mother embarrased? Or glorifying violence and killing others because it's "no thang"? Well it is something, and if you don't realize it, then you're a douchebag.
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