AAHZ Thread 6 - MR. NICE GUY...

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[Grandpa Troll]

Originally posted by AAHZ
Nobody wants to play with me today?

Fine then... I will just sit back and watch my beautiful AAHZ thread die. Maybie take a swig or two of Smirnoff before bed...

Well, got me Vicodin..and all set

I have to be in Hospital in 11.5 hours to be prepped..surgery 2.5 hrs after...

soo, ..ummm..

Oh ok, Im a loopy wee bit

operation takes about 90 minutes depending upon damage they find...

ok

Im not up to being like real alert, but I will be right here for a little while longer..then im gonna crash for a few hours sleep..

Your a good person AAHZ, lots of fun and Apolyton wouldnt be the same without your fun times my friend!

Party on Garth

Oh and weveryone here to have a happy merry christmas..

[Jon Miller]

Why are you drinking so much AAHZ?

JM

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[LordShiva]

Originally posted by Jon Miller
Why are you drinking so much AAHZ?

He's not, he's drinking vodka.

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[Jon Miller]

Whiskey tastes better anyways.

JM

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[Jon Miller]

a pitcher of beer isn't very much

when I use to drink whiskey, I would drink a bottle of it

I might have dranka bottle of vodka once also, but I mostly stopped drinking it because I only like drinking whiskey straight

I do still sometimes have vodka in some fruity drink or something

JM

[Jon Miller]

what is causing you pain?

I only drink 2-5 drinks a month (generally on a couple days), becuase I found that I was a lot more healthy and had time for things I liked more if I didn't drink. The only thing I am missing is a girl, but I didn't find one I liked when I drank heavily either (and I had a higher chance of finding one I didn't like, if you know what I mean).

JM

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[Jon Miller]

Alcohol makes you more depressed. Exercise makes you less... as does some other things.

While I felt better while I Was drinking a lot, when I wasn't drinking a lot I felt worse. Also, I was doing less to change my situation when I was drinking a lot.

Just my experience.

JM

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Originally posted by AAHZ
ok. firast off i have already styated, i thought unless i am COMPLETELY losing my mind, that I am only 120 pounds. Scientificaly speaking I am the wtight of a young high-school kid, podssibly middle school and I LOOK like it. Only my receding hair line and my tallnes give away my age. I can have as high a tolerence as i can get but eventually physics and stuff come into play and my system can only handle so much. Since i assume you weigh more than me you can definately drink more. i was never a heavy drinker anyweays. Whisky simple does not affect me any more. possiblr because it was the ONLY thing i ever drank for 20 some odd years. Whenever i drink Vodka, however, it hits me hard. i do not know why.

What is causing me pain? My life. my failures. my looks. my past. the fact that i exist. my career. my mental state. my friend and family relationships or lack thereof.

I have stated repeditly tath i am SEVERELY depressed. We are talking some serious stuff here. Some days are better than others but talking about it, like i am now, only makes it worse and wants me to drink more.

AAHZ, I aint judging you and am pretty freaking loopy right now, but just amoment to share, life oftern suxor, I got my teeth kicked out of my head when I was around 13, endured many hardships, being P!$$ED on (not figuratively but actually having urine from a real life sized penis, as I was beaten merciflilessly (or unmercilessly) and well, no one can know how hard that is, day in and day out but thats life, I have had to deal with it, heck, not like I am dead right? but in my mind I often experience it as if it just happened 5 minutes ago.

But I accepted Christ and no I aint Bible Beating, no sir, not my job, Im just sharing, I had to forgive them wwho did me that way. But also realized I didnt do anythning to deserve it.

Then of course hings I did do, I had to forgive myself...not so easy for me.

If I could offer any advice to assist, we all are faced with choices. I would share this my friend, please choose to not be defeated, no it aint too easy, but little steps, set yourself up for success, dont pipedream (again, im on vicoddine and dont mean words to be cruel or harsh or condensedncing) but focus on accepting what you cannot change.

In life, I have to face choices, I ask myself if I an change things, if so i do try, if not I accept and move onward.

Please try this, and agaim not gudhing, but alcohol oftens impairs to some degree, just a thought my friend.

Ok

I am about ready to slip n slide away.

only a mere 12 hours before operation starts my good man

Be well, God Bless and chat later

Bruce

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Good luck with the surgery Gramps!



Let us know how you go.