Yes.
I think I define myself through the people I know, because now that I live in a place where I don't know anyone, I feel weird. Kind of like I don't know myself. Look myself in the mirror I do, "who is this guy?". Looks like a stranger.
It's just weird. Makes you feel empty and stuff. I just noticed, that during this week, I haven't spoken to anyone except two people, both are my co-workers. Weird. It's like I don't speak anymore. It's not like I'd stop some random person and say, "hey, just wanted to say something. Oh well, accomplished it."
Also, I'm not paying enough attention to myself. I need a haircut. But what is strange is that today was the first time I noticed it. I should have gotten one few weeks ago. I eat badly. I usually eat healthy. Now I've been eaten badly. My eyes look tired. I really need to buy new shirts but somehow I've not done it yet. I need to buy new shampoo as well. I need to unpack some stuff that's been laying around. Not because I'd need them but because I need to have a situation where I don't have unpacked things. It's ridiculous.
I also need to sleep but I can't.
I think I define myself through the people I know, because now that I live in a place where I don't know anyone, I feel weird. Kind of like I don't know myself. Look myself in the mirror I do, "who is this guy?". Looks like a stranger.
It's just weird. Makes you feel empty and stuff. I just noticed, that during this week, I haven't spoken to anyone except two people, both are my co-workers. Weird. It's like I don't speak anymore. It's not like I'd stop some random person and say, "hey, just wanted to say something. Oh well, accomplished it."
Also, I'm not paying enough attention to myself. I need a haircut. But what is strange is that today was the first time I noticed it. I should have gotten one few weeks ago. I eat badly. I usually eat healthy. Now I've been eaten badly. My eyes look tired. I really need to buy new shirts but somehow I've not done it yet. I need to buy new shampoo as well. I need to unpack some stuff that's been laying around. Not because I'd need them but because I need to have a situation where I don't have unpacked things. It's ridiculous.
I also need to sleep but I can't.
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