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Right. I wouldn't say usually, for example I've tried marijuana few times but it never was a problem. Then again, I felt nausea, so I'm the lucky 1% that can't even get high from marijuana. Even when I'm drunk, I don't feel different. I only feel it if I get nausea or if I get down from it, or when I get down from it. I'm not more talkative, I'm not more aggressive, I'm perhaps a little bit more relaxed, and I need to drink A LOT to even get that buzz, but at that point it just makes me numb.
So I'm lucky and unlucky at the same time. I'm lucky that I don't see me getting a problem with any substances, but then again, I don't get any kicks out of them either. I don't know if it's a neurological fact or what, but I just don't feel any different, or it is so mild that it's just a waste of money and time, or most likely I'll feel nausea, and that's just not cool.
But back to the point. I'd say these street kids (mostly) sniffing glue and this jenkens thing, I think it's for other reasons. Perhaps partially it would be traditional and peer pressure, as it is what street kids do. Some of these kids are even homeless, they live in who knows where with the group, so if you're alone and you want in that group, I think you're sniffing at some point. I don't know, I figure it makes them have that outside from reality feeling, even warm. Like some drugs that make the pulse rise, so I guess that would mean getting warmer etc. It must be a mixture of things, but recreational getting high and feeling good I think isnt' the point or the effect they get it from this thing. So it's just sad, all the potential fun elements are pretty much stripped away.
So I'm lucky and unlucky at the same time. I'm lucky that I don't see me getting a problem with any substances, but then again, I don't get any kicks out of them either. I don't know if it's a neurological fact or what, but I just don't feel any different, or it is so mild that it's just a waste of money and time, or most likely I'll feel nausea, and that's just not cool.
But back to the point. I'd say these street kids (mostly) sniffing glue and this jenkens thing, I think it's for other reasons. Perhaps partially it would be traditional and peer pressure, as it is what street kids do. Some of these kids are even homeless, they live in who knows where with the group, so if you're alone and you want in that group, I think you're sniffing at some point. I don't know, I figure it makes them have that outside from reality feeling, even warm. Like some drugs that make the pulse rise, so I guess that would mean getting warmer etc. It must be a mixture of things, but recreational getting high and feeling good I think isnt' the point or the effect they get it from this thing. So it's just sad, all the potential fun elements are pretty much stripped away.
. dreams suck.
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