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Grudge might be the wrong word but I have a good memory. Not just negative things, but it seems to me it's problematic for me to forget, period. Sometimes I wish I could forget, some people would like to have good memory but sometimes it's a pain in the ass.
Like for example I just got agitated a bit because this bartender was being rude 3 years ago. It seems to me I can't shake it off. But 3 years ago, I was in Estonia, and this bartender would ignore me. It was a small table, only 3 people could fit there to order drinks. So I got there, no one else was there except 2 other people. So I wait until they have ordered. No one else around. The 2 people decide to take their shots right there and order more, but they didn't order right away. OK... no biggie, I'll wait my turn. Then, they order second round and leave, but then 1 more person replaces them two. I'm like air, I'm face to face to the bartender but I'm totally ignored. I think OK, it happens sometimes. Then the person goes away and the next 2 come there, and once again they order and I'm like air. I'm beginning to think this is a joke or something. A bit upset but thinking I'll get mine next.
The, a third set of 2 people come and they somehow get to order before me. So this is 6 people altogether, it's a small table, intimate table, if I'd reach my arm, I could touch the bartender, that's how close I was. And I was totally air, as if I wasn't there.
I got pissed off. I pretty much shouted at the bartender, not my most brilliant moments but damn, that was pretty bad. I was just standing there like a fool. So I gave the bartender a piece of my mind and left angry. It wasn't a mistake, it was a small table, very small. I didn't make any mistakes like not trying to order or looking like I was just hanging around. I just wasn't being served, plus I wasn't drunk either, I just got there! I didn't have snot hanging from my nose either.
I've never been treated like that, and I didn't know why I was treated likel this. So anyway, not the biggest deal in the world, but it's been 3 years and I still get upset about it on a regular basis, say few times a year. I don't think it's very normal. I think I should not be thinking about it, but I just can't forget about it. It's like you're right in front of me but you don't see me. It's so disrespectful, I just got upset about it. I went to another desk and no problems what so ever, so it wasn't the place, it was just that one bartender.
Now I'm pissed off again because of the way I was treated and I'm also pissed off because I can't shake it off. I think the on lyway for me to let this go is to travel to Estonia, go to that club again, go every night of the week so the bartender might work there (I remember the face), and just plain attack. Just a brutal beatdown, I don't care, they'd throw me in jail for few days, bouncers would prolly beat me but I'd get my payback. Maybe I could then forget about it.
Like for example I just got agitated a bit because this bartender was being rude 3 years ago. It seems to me I can't shake it off. But 3 years ago, I was in Estonia, and this bartender would ignore me. It was a small table, only 3 people could fit there to order drinks. So I got there, no one else was there except 2 other people. So I wait until they have ordered. No one else around. The 2 people decide to take their shots right there and order more, but they didn't order right away. OK... no biggie, I'll wait my turn. Then, they order second round and leave, but then 1 more person replaces them two. I'm like air, I'm face to face to the bartender but I'm totally ignored. I think OK, it happens sometimes. Then the person goes away and the next 2 come there, and once again they order and I'm like air. I'm beginning to think this is a joke or something. A bit upset but thinking I'll get mine next.
The, a third set of 2 people come and they somehow get to order before me. So this is 6 people altogether, it's a small table, intimate table, if I'd reach my arm, I could touch the bartender, that's how close I was. And I was totally air, as if I wasn't there.
I got pissed off. I pretty much shouted at the bartender, not my most brilliant moments but damn, that was pretty bad. I was just standing there like a fool. So I gave the bartender a piece of my mind and left angry. It wasn't a mistake, it was a small table, very small. I didn't make any mistakes like not trying to order or looking like I was just hanging around. I just wasn't being served, plus I wasn't drunk either, I just got there! I didn't have snot hanging from my nose either.
I've never been treated like that, and I didn't know why I was treated likel this. So anyway, not the biggest deal in the world, but it's been 3 years and I still get upset about it on a regular basis, say few times a year. I don't think it's very normal. I think I should not be thinking about it, but I just can't forget about it. It's like you're right in front of me but you don't see me. It's so disrespectful, I just got upset about it. I went to another desk and no problems what so ever, so it wasn't the place, it was just that one bartender.
Now I'm pissed off again because of the way I was treated and I'm also pissed off because I can't shake it off. I think the on lyway for me to let this go is to travel to Estonia, go to that club again, go every night of the week so the bartender might work there (I remember the face), and just plain attack. Just a brutal beatdown, I don't care, they'd throw me in jail for few days, bouncers would prolly beat me but I'd get my payback. Maybe I could then forget about it.
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