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I decided to come back and get some tips if anyone has any. I'm still doing my crunch and there's just so many things to do. SO many. I don't have the time to do them. I have big pressure to graduate soon, but it's not simple, I have to deal with bunch of bureaucracy, score some extra courses and complete them within few weeks (and no, there's 0 courses going on at the moment). I have to complete my thesis which is now in crossroads and I'm in trouble with it.
I have to work. I have to start writing the article that should be published about the research we've been doing. Putting it all through theories I still have to read about. I have to do programming on the side as well. I have to deal with another article I'm writing with a partner and have no time to even see or think about.
I have to deal with a task that is very complex, no freaking idea how to do it or how long it should take and write a paper about that as well. PLUS I still need to .... get those damn courses fast, from somewhere, doesn't matter. Plus I still have to do my working hours that do not include these things, except writing that one article.
How much time do I have? 3 to 5 weeks, 5 weeks tops. This amout of things I need to do (properly) would normally take ... what... 14+ weeks, and that would require fast pace as well.
I haven't had a vacation or time off in 3 years. I am tired. I'm sleepy all the time. I can sleep for 16 hours and not get up . I can be awake 4 hours and feel like going back to sleep again. This week I do have one course, attendance mandatory (outside my school), and basically that means after work, so I have 14 hour days and none of these hours can be spent doing things like .. everything I first mentioned, excluding that one article. It goes on like this for the rest of the week as well.
I get calls from my upcoming job and position about the date I'm ready to come. I have to keep them happy as well, it's not like I want to get a bad start and say "listen guys, it'll be few more months until I can start". It's not going to happen.
I just need my ass graduated and there so then I have only one job and nothing else. But it seems like I'm too tired to even clean my place. This is the WRONG time to have 0 energy. Not now! I don't know how to kick myself in order for me to be able to function for the next 5 weeks or so in full hardcore mode. I have to find a place to live as well and move my stuff, too much things to do, too much. Even half would be a huge work load. This is near impossible. I don't know what to do, but people keep calling me "when this and when that". These days, I just say I don't know. LIke this is part of my schedule... yesterday, I did a business plan for this one old course. LIke a proper one. In 24h, it was done. That's how much things get done, but it still isn't enough. I hate going to work and I don't like my boss anyway, I don't want to see her at all. She's prolly going to yell me. I don't know how I'll react to that, I'm too tired. I might just brush it off. **** it. Just need to function for another 5 weeks, get up early, go to bed late and everything in between 100% war mode.
I'm having serious problems. I can't be bothered to go to grocery store. Too much work. And ****, now I have to go to that course thing I was talking about earlier. It'll be another brilliant night spent trying to keep awake. Get back home late at night. Clean my place up a bit. COntinue programming. Look at the thesis and lose control and go into rage mode. Read as much as possible about the theories I need to use in the article. Make 29 excuses for people why I can't get it done by the time I first said it woudl be done. Go to sleep. Wake up tired. Repeat 100000000.
I decided to come back and get some tips if anyone has any. I'm still doing my crunch and there's just so many things to do. SO many. I don't have the time to do them. I have big pressure to graduate soon, but it's not simple, I have to deal with bunch of bureaucracy, score some extra courses and complete them within few weeks (and no, there's 0 courses going on at the moment). I have to complete my thesis which is now in crossroads and I'm in trouble with it.
I have to work. I have to start writing the article that should be published about the research we've been doing. Putting it all through theories I still have to read about. I have to do programming on the side as well. I have to deal with another article I'm writing with a partner and have no time to even see or think about.
I have to deal with a task that is very complex, no freaking idea how to do it or how long it should take and write a paper about that as well. PLUS I still need to .... get those damn courses fast, from somewhere, doesn't matter. Plus I still have to do my working hours that do not include these things, except writing that one article.
How much time do I have? 3 to 5 weeks, 5 weeks tops. This amout of things I need to do (properly) would normally take ... what... 14+ weeks, and that would require fast pace as well.
I haven't had a vacation or time off in 3 years. I am tired. I'm sleepy all the time. I can sleep for 16 hours and not get up . I can be awake 4 hours and feel like going back to sleep again. This week I do have one course, attendance mandatory (outside my school), and basically that means after work, so I have 14 hour days and none of these hours can be spent doing things like .. everything I first mentioned, excluding that one article. It goes on like this for the rest of the week as well.
I get calls from my upcoming job and position about the date I'm ready to come. I have to keep them happy as well, it's not like I want to get a bad start and say "listen guys, it'll be few more months until I can start". It's not going to happen.
I just need my ass graduated and there so then I have only one job and nothing else. But it seems like I'm too tired to even clean my place. This is the WRONG time to have 0 energy. Not now! I don't know how to kick myself in order for me to be able to function for the next 5 weeks or so in full hardcore mode. I have to find a place to live as well and move my stuff, too much things to do, too much. Even half would be a huge work load. This is near impossible. I don't know what to do, but people keep calling me "when this and when that". These days, I just say I don't know. LIke this is part of my schedule... yesterday, I did a business plan for this one old course. LIke a proper one. In 24h, it was done. That's how much things get done, but it still isn't enough. I hate going to work and I don't like my boss anyway, I don't want to see her at all. She's prolly going to yell me. I don't know how I'll react to that, I'm too tired. I might just brush it off. **** it. Just need to function for another 5 weeks, get up early, go to bed late and everything in between 100% war mode.
I'm having serious problems. I can't be bothered to go to grocery store. Too much work. And ****, now I have to go to that course thing I was talking about earlier. It'll be another brilliant night spent trying to keep awake. Get back home late at night. Clean my place up a bit. COntinue programming. Look at the thesis and lose control and go into rage mode. Read as much as possible about the theories I need to use in the article. Make 29 excuses for people why I can't get it done by the time I first said it woudl be done. Go to sleep. Wake up tired. Repeat 100000000.
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