After getting out of the poker addiction, I mean, I was playing a lot. I wasn't losing, I was winning a bit, but the problem is the time spent playing and reading all the theories over and over and over and over again plus watching all these tournaments and shows... it's extremely addictive if you're the type of person who likes theories and numbers. Naturally I wasn't making a lot of money, I never got to that point, but little something something, this is to say, a winning player on average.
But the time it was taking up, it was definitely a big problem. You poker players know what I'm talking about. If you play poker with passion, there is no time for anything else, period.
I made a promise to not put any money on my gaming accounts, but now I'm into something else. I'm into blackjack, and that's like the worst bet as well. But I love the challence, I like the idea of it. I mean the idea of counting cards, betting strategy etc. I haven't actually played it live yet, but I noticed I've consumed two books and as I finish one, I just read it again, make notes, practice counting etc. I'm a bit worried this might become a problem, I'm too fascinated with it. Too fascinated with counting and the strategies. Plus, I think I'm not good enough to make it, I think under the pressure I won't be able to concentrate enough to be able to do it. It's just realism, in fact there aren't lots of peopel who can do it, especially in a live situation. But the proposition is intriquing
A sign to pick up drinking again.
But the time it was taking up, it was definitely a big problem. You poker players know what I'm talking about. If you play poker with passion, there is no time for anything else, period.
I made a promise to not put any money on my gaming accounts, but now I'm into something else. I'm into blackjack, and that's like the worst bet as well. But I love the challence, I like the idea of it. I mean the idea of counting cards, betting strategy etc. I haven't actually played it live yet, but I noticed I've consumed two books and as I finish one, I just read it again, make notes, practice counting etc. I'm a bit worried this might become a problem, I'm too fascinated with it. Too fascinated with counting and the strategies. Plus, I think I'm not good enough to make it, I think under the pressure I won't be able to concentrate enough to be able to do it. It's just realism, in fact there aren't lots of peopel who can do it, especially in a live situation. But the proposition is intriquing
A sign to pick up drinking again.
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