Crossing the line into death

[Pekka]

I wonder how it will happen. Should I meet God, should I go to Hell. Or would I just lose my conscious self and it's all just gone.

I wonder if I'd meet God, and I was asked to confess something or give an answer to a spesific question. I'd go 'damn, it's a trick question. NO! He can hear my thoughts. ****! Now he knows I contemplated lying, and now he hears I have lifted myself into a meta discussion, realizing I know that he knows. So I must say, Yes, I am a pervert. I enjoy disasters, I like the sexy stuff, more 'wrong' the better, I enjoy guns, fighting.. should I go on?'.

Then God say 'Yes, I know, son. I know everything. I must send you to Hell for your sinful mind.'

WHAT? If you knew this would go down like this, why did you even give me this interview? To raise hope? Or just to make me nervous? YOU SADIST!

'Yes my son. I invented sadism. I am all and I am nothing. But you my son, you are soon to be the butty boy for 100 000 year old demons. Your rectum will be tight with every thurst, even though it will rip apart with every thrust.'

YOU SADIST!

'I know.. '. Then he pushes a button and I go down.

I often wonder if I could see myself rising up, being the fly in the room to see people around my body. What if I die in an embarrasing way though? What if I fall because I had my pants dropped and I tried to run, hit my head and died. That would be embarrasing. Then my family would claim what I have and see all my porn. I wonder what they would think then? Would they still be crushed about my death that they would just not pay much attention to the porn. Would they notice the KIND of porn though? I'd suppose they'd expect and accept playboy type of stuff, but not the kind I like. It's like 'I didn't know he was like this. Now I will always think about him knowing what I now know'.

And I'd be there, as a ghost, screaming 'NOOO!! DO NOT LOOK IN THERE... '.

Next up the whole God interrogation and to the hell to be sodomized by a gang of old demons. Man, I can't wait.

[ZEE]

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[Hueij]

Sorry Pekka, death is just death, happens to the best of us. And that's all there is to it. I guess it's just like before you were born, remember that time?

[Pekka]

Hueij, that still doesn't mean my family wouldn't find me in an embarrasing death with lots of 'bizarre' property.

[Pekka]

But there would be weird situations. I'd see Hitler in heaven, and I'd be wondering why I can't get in, but little Adolf here didn't have any problems.

That would truly make you think what went wrong. Am I worse? I don't think so. So why? Maybe that's hell, maybe you are left outside to think about that for an eternity. And every now and then demons sodomize you. We must have demons sodomizing.

Then, you'd sit outside for 1000 years, seeing everyone enjoying themselves on the other side. So you come to a conclusion, you need to do something horrible to get in. And right then, 100 dudes walk by, and you have an assault rifle. So you just shoot them all. Then God shows up 'YOU FAILED THE TEST! Blessed are they who wait with patience. Do you think Hitler in heaven was real? It was just a test, down you go!'.

And then you'd be sodomized by monsters really really badly for an eternity. That would suck.

[ZEE]

Pekka this place would suck without you.... furthermore, if Hitler is in heaven, i dont think a little porn will stop YOU from going

and then I have nothing to worry about... because we all know that im an

[Pekka]

Yeah but that would be something really weird. I mean, what if it just isn't so. What if the really bad people got in, and the people who never did anything bad didn't. We jus got it upside down, because some prankster thought it would be funny.

You'd be really kicking yourself over for that one. I'm sure few closet wannabe rapists would admit they wanted to do some stuff, but it would be too late.

[ZEE]

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[Pekka]

Yeah well, I think we better figure it out, because if we need to be sadist bastards, we better get on with it pretty soon.

[BlackCat]

Originally posted by AAHZ
Pekka this place would suck without you.... furthermore, if Hitler is in heaven, i dont think a little porn will stop YOU from going

and then I have nothing to worry about... because we all know that im an

No offense, but if god really existed and hadn't commited suicide due to his hopeless management of the universe, he he would surely know about your postings on poly, and send you directly to hell

[ZEE]

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[ZEE]

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[BlackCat]

Originally posted by AAHZ



see what i mean... i can still be a nasty bastard...

I would rephrase it - keep on being a such

[ZEE]

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[Pekka]

Who says nasty is bad? You can be nasty, if the situation is right for nasty, sure. We love the anti-heroes in movies. We'd like to be like them. Smashing babies to the walls, kicking little puppies in their tummies etc. To be free from the concepts is to be free from restrictions that are man made. Surely they are in place to uphold a decent society, but also for the society to be easily ruled, as a tool of power.

So that in mind, we like anti-heroes. We love the taste of human flesh. We love the smell of burning human flesh. Have you ever sat next to a campfire, and grilled a sausage? The smell is quite nice, so what about human skin in fire? Even better.

It makes me wonder, there are serial killers out there who cut the skin of the victim and makes clothes from them, like in the movie Silence of the Lambs, in fact that style was largely from the guy in my avatar.

So if you would make yourself a new human suit, and then become insane and really believe you are the person whose skin you are now earing as your own.. how could we say that person isn't them?