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And that dream is not to repeat that saying in front of an audience.
However, I do want to .. you see.. you might guess, but I like the weird. You know what I mean by the weird? The unconventional. The creative, something different, something that makes you go 'Umm.'. Not sure what to feel or think. That gives me the positive fighting negative, the battle of the two, whcih in itself feels the mixture of sexual excitement and curiosity, kind of like kid in Christmas.
You know I like games. I like games yes.. I like to do pranks on my RL friends, nothing malicious though. Innocent and fun. AND I do like to do inside jokes at all times, and put myself at risk.
SO!!! I've discovered a new extreme sport for myself, and I really think I might consider actually doing it. The whole idea excites me, in all meanings of the word. So what is it you ask? Public speaking.
Public speaking, in a place like conference, seminar, something of that nature. Conference maybe the best. Except, I'd sneak in, with false identity. I'd just line myself up there somehow, and give a speech to .. I don't know, 500 people?!
THe idea is to give the weirdest speech ever. But still acceptable. I want be a bit intimidating, and aggressive, and slip in some quotes from like famous dictators and mass murderers. But not the very obvious ones, so they'll be picked up immidiately by someone. A real power speech, with a bit of madness in it. And then kind of say nothing at all during it, just round and round, just meaningless pondering like 'of course, this could be always the opposite, if the conditions were different, or we were to face other types of restrictions. And if we really think about it, are restrictions restrictions by nature, are they truly restricting us? It is not doubletalk to say, that restrictions are freedom in a sense, if the condition and environment is right. However, I must also point out, that the upside down is always another 180 degrees we can do and roll it along as many times as we want, but does it map the reality and the current situation accurately? How accurate can we be, when we are mapping the real world, in fact, this is one of the things we need to discuss before going any further..'.. just weird jibberish, that kind of means something, but really is just about going around and around in circles.
This is my new dream. I need to make it reality.
However, I do want to .. you see.. you might guess, but I like the weird. You know what I mean by the weird? The unconventional. The creative, something different, something that makes you go 'Umm.'. Not sure what to feel or think. That gives me the positive fighting negative, the battle of the two, whcih in itself feels the mixture of sexual excitement and curiosity, kind of like kid in Christmas.
You know I like games. I like games yes.. I like to do pranks on my RL friends, nothing malicious though. Innocent and fun. AND I do like to do inside jokes at all times, and put myself at risk.
SO!!! I've discovered a new extreme sport for myself, and I really think I might consider actually doing it. The whole idea excites me, in all meanings of the word. So what is it you ask? Public speaking.
Public speaking, in a place like conference, seminar, something of that nature. Conference maybe the best. Except, I'd sneak in, with false identity. I'd just line myself up there somehow, and give a speech to .. I don't know, 500 people?!
THe idea is to give the weirdest speech ever. But still acceptable. I want be a bit intimidating, and aggressive, and slip in some quotes from like famous dictators and mass murderers. But not the very obvious ones, so they'll be picked up immidiately by someone. A real power speech, with a bit of madness in it. And then kind of say nothing at all during it, just round and round, just meaningless pondering like 'of course, this could be always the opposite, if the conditions were different, or we were to face other types of restrictions. And if we really think about it, are restrictions restrictions by nature, are they truly restricting us? It is not doubletalk to say, that restrictions are freedom in a sense, if the condition and environment is right. However, I must also point out, that the upside down is always another 180 degrees we can do and roll it along as many times as we want, but does it map the reality and the current situation accurately? How accurate can we be, when we are mapping the real world, in fact, this is one of the things we need to discuss before going any further..'.. just weird jibberish, that kind of means something, but really is just about going around and around in circles.
This is my new dream. I need to make it reality.
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