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As of lately, I've been extremely busy with school stuff and it continues as such as I'm starting in my new job next week and have 5 exams to do while working.
Now.. I've had projects, they've all went well, however, some if my written work has gotten interesting results. There were few papers that I really put some effort into, and basically all I got was pretty average results. Well, they were rated good, but still, it's kind of averagish. I was a bit disappointed because I compared the effort I put into it. I felt failed.
Now, then there were few other papers I returned, and them I just put together last night in a hurry, you know and they contained lots of technical stuff as well as blaablaa stuff. I just winged them basically, and scored excellent on all of them. I got full points (we don't rate to 100 points in here, it's quite difficult to get 'full points' and best paper isn't autimatically that, you have to excell every time to get it and show something special).. so I got like a row of excellents. That is weird. You know, I didn't even proof read them, most of them. I just typed furiously stuff that I believed was correct and well explained, taking account proper things but.. still.
What does this mean? I guess it means I sohuld continue winging it and not over analyze? Maybe I'm over analyzing and just don't know it, and when I have time, it seems I discard things I feel is useless or 'trivial'. Weird I say. Weird.
Now.. I've had projects, they've all went well, however, some if my written work has gotten interesting results. There were few papers that I really put some effort into, and basically all I got was pretty average results. Well, they were rated good, but still, it's kind of averagish. I was a bit disappointed because I compared the effort I put into it. I felt failed.
Now, then there were few other papers I returned, and them I just put together last night in a hurry, you know and they contained lots of technical stuff as well as blaablaa stuff. I just winged them basically, and scored excellent on all of them. I got full points (we don't rate to 100 points in here, it's quite difficult to get 'full points' and best paper isn't autimatically that, you have to excell every time to get it and show something special).. so I got like a row of excellents. That is weird. You know, I didn't even proof read them, most of them. I just typed furiously stuff that I believed was correct and well explained, taking account proper things but.. still.
What does this mean? I guess it means I sohuld continue winging it and not over analyze? Maybe I'm over analyzing and just don't know it, and when I have time, it seems I discard things I feel is useless or 'trivial'. Weird I say. Weird.
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